I only see you

Back to the past.

Soojin's POV

<<Unnie what's this?>> Shuhua asked me looking all confused.

Everyone looked at me, since they knew that Shuhua's memory wasn't supposed to be forced Miyeon unnie invented something on the spot.

<<Oh Shuhua, that was a picture that you guys took when we were playing Spin the bottle.>> She said, I owe her something now.

<<So it was a dare?>> Shuhua asked.

<<Yes, your dare was to kiss Soojin unnie taking a picture of it and putting it as a wallpaper of yours for a week, but then this happened so you couldn't change it at all.>> Yuqi followed to be more believable for Shuhua.

<<Ohh that's what it was.>> Shuhua said laughing embarrassed.

<<I thought I cheated on Chungha unnie.>> She then continued rubbing her hair.

We all stayed frozen with what she said.

The members looked at her in shock while me I was in plain shit. I was on the edge to break down for the ninth time this day, but I bit my lip to suppress it.

<<What?>> Shuhua said noticing our faces.

<<You remember Chungha unnie?>> Soyeon asked.

<<Yeah, how can I forget my girlfriend? I don't think I will be able to forget her even if I had an amnesia.>> She said laughing but the members stayed all silent.

I laughed so Shuhua won't notice that there was something wrong, the girls looked at me dumbfounded but I signaled them to just laugh, which they did.

<<Right guys, Shuhua won't never forget her girlfriend, you silly.>> I said fake laughing.

Minnie's POV

I could feel the pain while Soojin was saying that.

We all knew that she was hurt, deadly hurt, but we couldn't do anything. That was what the doctor said, we couldn't force Shuhua to remember, it would only make things worse.

<<I'll go out and take some coffee. Do you guys want some? I'll bring it.>> Soojin said as an excuse to get out of the room and breathe.

Everyone knew.

<<Yes, I want an americano.>> Miyeon said and the rest just followed with their orders.

<<Ok, I'll be back.>> Soojin said.

<<I'll come with you.>> I volunteered so she won't be lonely in case she breaks down.

<<Ani unnie, gwenchana (It's fine)>> She said nervously.

<<I'll come with you, my order it's pretty hard and I'm not sure you'll remember it.>> I said signaling Soojin to let me go with her and she just nodded.

As we were walking out of the hospital I could see Soojin being exhausted and silent. She was always silent but this time it was different.

When we entered the car, Soojin broke down right away, I knew it. I caressed her back.

<<Oppa can you please wait outside for a minute?>> I asked the driver to give us some privacy and he got off the car right away.

<<Soojin ah...>> I called her while hugging her.

<<It hurts unnie, it hurts so bad.>> She said sobbing.

<<I know Soojin, I understand you, but you have to understand Shuhua as well.>> I told her.