Alone 2: Bullets

17. Booty call

Theo

After she left I took a bottle of whiskey and a pack of cigarettes along with a lighter of course.

I went up to my balcony. I lit up the cigarette and took a long drag.

For the past three years that I've been away from her I started smoking and drinking every single day. It became worse when my dad died.

When I saw her again I decided to put all that behind me and be a better person. Just for her sake. Just for the love I have or should I say had for her.

The moment she walked in throwing accusations in my face not even giving me the breath to say a word.

She wanted it to me my fault so badly. She wanted to put the blame on me.

I always thought even if we weren't on good terms she would at least trust me. I get that she doesn't trust me but she could have at least dug deeper before storming in.

I've loved that girl for so long. I fought against everyone for her. I killed so many people for her. I even fought with my dad so many times because of her. Pablo would have killed me if my dad hadn't pleaded with him.

I guess loving someone is all a waste. A waste of time and loyalty. Or maybe it's because I fell in love with someone as selfish as her.

She was always talking about how much I hurt her. How much pain I caused yet she doesn't know how lucky she is.

She has a family. She has friends that love her. And all I had to live for was the love I had for her. Now even that's worthless.

I have money and power yet I have no one to share it with. The only person who stood by me was Isa and even she's faking it. All she wants is a part of the money and power nothing else.

At this point I felt like just jumping off the balcony to see who would care. To know who would miss me.

Theo Reyes, mafia boss, bad ass assassin, undercover agent. That's what people see but in reality I'm an empty shell.

I decided to call Isa "come over"

I didn't wait for her to reply before I ended the call. I knew she would come. She looks for every opportunity to be near me.

"Hi Tee. You called. I got here as fast as I could". And there Isa was only 15mins after I had called. And her place was about 30mins away.

"Theo?. Say something. What happened. Is it the Hernandez bitch again. I told you that girl was bad lu...". I kissed her right before she could finish what she was saying.

Isa was a daring person. Just from a kiss she started trying to get my shirt off. And because of my mood I let her.

I picked her up with her legs wrapped around my waist. I took her to my room still not breaking the kiss. Some maids saw us but when their eyes caught mine they ran off.

I threw Isa on the bed and she brought out a condom from her bag as if she knew.

I ripped the condom open and put it on. I looked back at Isa and she was already naked on my bed.

I went on top of her and started using my hand to squeeze one of her breasts while I sucked the other.

I used my free hand to explore in between her legs. The moment my finger entered her she let out a moan.

I removed my finger and I was ready to go in then I remembered Alexa. My senses came back immediately then I stopped.

"What's wrong Theo?" Isa asked me.

"Get out". I said in a low voice.

"What do you mean. Just continue. I don't care if it's just a booty call".

"Get the fuck out Isa!!". I yelled at her and she grabbed her clothes then went out.

I buried my face in my hands and let out a heavy sigh.

The hold Alexa has on me is extremely strong. I couldn't bring myself to betray her. Even if she hurt me so badly.

No matter what happens I'll find out who is behind Tessa's death.