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#006

5 day has passed since Hyunjin went on that website and met Seungmin.

In his eyes, the younger was the epitome of innocence and pureness. He barely knew a thing about the boy, except his age and hobbies plus a few little facts, but he somewhat felt a connection.

Everytime he heard his phone's notification sound he dashed to pick it up, just to make a conversation with Seungmin. The way the other texted him kept him from being bored and eventually, all his attention was focused on the mysterious boy.

On this specific afternoon his best friend came over, finally getting a break from school work. Felix, just as Seungmin, was in university. He wanted to become an author so he learned creative writing and literature.

They were seated on the older's bed just talking about stuff casually. Everything went smoothly, until Felix dropped his gaze and became serious.

"Listen Hyunjin, I as your best friend really want you to do something with your life. You can't sit all day..like just go to work until you figure out what you want to do in the fut–" He got interrupted by Hyunjin's phone. The said boy dismissed his friend right away and with a big smile on his face, he unlocked the device.

Felix closed his mouth and blinked.

"Hyunjin I'm talking to you please put the phone down." No reaction. His words found deaf ears. The blond was happily typing on his phone, basically hypnotized by something on the screen.

The younger was irritated by the action. He wants to help his friend and what happens, he gets ignored. Felix would do literally anything for Hyunjin, he always listens to his problems and helps him if he can. But the other way around?

Does Hyunjin ever focus on Felix?

This is the question with a sadly obvious answer, and he knows it. With shaking hands he grabs the phone in a blink of an eye, making the other's smile disappear.

"HYUNJIN! Who are you talking to that you can't pay attention for a minute?" Felix asked, feeling the frustration flowing through his veins. Hyunjin scoffed at the remark.

"Who do you think you are to take my phone away give it back right NOW!" His voice was filled with stress. Why was he so stressed? He can text them later right?

"Hey calm down for a sec please. Why are you so aggressive? Who is that?" Felix put both of his arms up in defense, dropping the device behind his back.

The way Hyunjin was glaring at him made his insides churn. He didn't know why, but that expression held more than he could think of. It scared him.

Gulping as calmly as possible, Felix handed the mobile back and without further explanation he got up and left the room.

Hyunjin did not spare a second glance for the action, he just continued typing.

Min
So back to where I was
You said that you don't know what to do with yourself?
Do I remember correctly?

Me
haha yes
honestly i don't think about it
i just live day by day

Min
This doesn't sounds good:(
You should search for something

Me
i don't want to
i don't care about it
but you know what

Min
?

Me
why would i search for anything when i have you:)
you make my life seem better
you put meaning into me waking up

Min
What
No
Don't think like that
We've literally talking for a few days
Hyunjin I hope you're joking

Me
no???
you starts to sound like felix
i don't like that

Min
Who is Felix??

Me
well
my best friend?
kind of

Min
What do you mean by that?

Me
ah
i don't really care about him
he's just studying all the time
i don't understand how you can commit to one dream

Min
...
You know that this is awfully rude
He is YOUR best friend
I'm sure you've got memories with him

Me
do they matter anymore?
he changed in a wrong way

Min
So wanting to become actually something is a bad thing?
This mentality is sickening
The world doesn't need people like you|
The world doesn't ne|
The w|
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Me
im just... hopeless i guess
there's nothing in the world that meant to be for me

Min
...
Hyunjin please don't be like that:(
I'm pretty sure deep down you want to do something

Me
yeh you|
ye|
i do want to meet you:)
maybe you can help

Min
Later we can
But I have a question

Me
shoot

Min
Do you have depression?