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#039

Blue.

That hard, crushing weight on his shoulders was pushed off inside his heart.

Empty, numb, hollow.

His head, mind and thoughts, nothing was found in them as seconds processed.

Dull, grey.

His eyes and emotions, just like the rainy weather outside.

"I'm sorry again."

Those words meant nothing, it was unnecessary.

Did they heal him?

No.

Why bother playing understanding and empathetic?

"Listen... if you need someone to be there for you, we wrote our phone numbers on a paper placed on the table."

How funny.

You don't want to help, it's just your job to be like this.

Sometimes I think you're the best actors out there. I know you can't feel the amount of sadness I'll go through in the future.

Don't look at me with those pathetic pity-filled guilty eyes.

I know, this is just an easy act.

"We're taking our leave now, thank you for listening to us calmly. In a few days I'll contact you, okay? Please try your best to deal with the situation rationally and rest a lot."

Don't tell me what to fucking do.

Who the hell are you even?

Just go the fuck away from my house and never speak to me again.

"Please call us anytime you need to talk to someone. Don't hesitate, we're here for you. Stay strong please."

You two are just mere strangers, why would I open up to you?

Leave.

"Goodbye."

"Rest well, goodbye."

Finally.

Don't talk about me, if I'll be fine. Don't.

I need to go clear my head.

No, don't go outside, you'll probably do something impulsive or regrettable. Stay inside, go to your room and rest.

I don't want to hear your voice.

Why do I hear it now? Right now, again?

You want me to suffer after all, right?

Leaving me behind with these three things, that surely mattered to you so much.

But why would it concern me?

Please calm down first, you're not thinking rationally. I know you're furious and feel like you're void of any other emotions so I beg you, go to sleep.

You know what... I don't want to deal with this shit. I'll just sleep for the rest of the day.

Thank you for doing that.

When I'll wake up I don't to want hear your voice, it disgusts me more as I listen to it. Shut up.

I'm sorry, I love you.

I hate those words, and especially from you, it makes me want to shoot myself in the head.

Stay alive.

"..."

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A/N: No bc why do I make Felix's character suffer the most😭 This book also has more than 1k views like how– thank you, y'all make my days♥️