Insecurity

Chapter 14

Ella's POV:

I never told Lucas. He told me about Claudia. I forgave him. Turns out she kissed him, but he didn't kiss her back.

I feel like a bad girl. I'm hiding this big secret, and I love it. I've never really lied before. Now that I'm doing it, I like it.

Also, I'm dating two boys. Dylan and Lucas. I love Lucas. I only like Dylan. I've never had sex with Lucas. I have many times with Dylan.

Dylan's a bad boy yet really sweet. He knows I'm dating Lucas, and he's totally cool with it. I think.

Lucas and I were at his house. His parents were away. We were just watching TV. Then it happened.

We started making out. He took off my shirt. I took his off too.
"I love you." He said between kisses.
"I love you too." I said.

I wasn't sure if I meant it. Lucas and I did it four weeks ago. It was amazing. Dylan was different though. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not.

I was throwing up in the toilet. It didn't taste very good. Lucas was holding my hair back with worry on his face.

He put his hand on my forehead.
"You don't feel hot."
I threw up again.
"You're going to a doctor."

We drove to the nearest clinic. He asked me a lot of questions. He just wanted to know if I was okay. I understood that.

We were sitting in the waiting room. We weren't talking to each other.
"Ella Daniels."

We walked into room 4. I sat on the bed with white paper on it. It was really cold.
"So tell me what's wrong Miss Daniels."

I told the nurse what was wrong. I told her everything that had happened in the last few days. When I was done all she did was nod.

She came back with a pregnancy test? I wasn't pregnant. Then I thought about it. I have shown the signs. Late period. Morning sickness.

I looked at Lucas. His eyes were wide and his mouth was open with shock. I laughed at his face.
"Go to the bathroom. Pee on the stick. Wait about five minutes, and your results will appear." The nurse said.

I went into the bathroom. I was so scared. What if I was pregnant? I waited five minutes and looked at it. Positive.

Shit! What if it's Dylan's? What if Lucas isn't the father? Shit! I know what I'm going to do. I'm going to get an abortion. I don't care what Lucas says. I just think it would be best.

A/N:

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