Soulmates

Chapter 26 (Farren)

 Farren laid on her bed staring at the ceiling, it had been almost a week since she found out she was pregnant, she didn't know how to tell her mother, Zak won't answer her text, just leaves her on read but doesn't respond, he won't pick up her phone calls either, she was starting to wonder if he was seeing someone else or if they were even still together.

 Farren sighed, she wanted Zak to be the first to know as it was his child. Farren sighed and called Zak's phone.

 "Hello?" A soft female voice sounded on the other end, Farren felt all the blood drain from her face, "Who's this?" Farren asked doing her best not to cry, "This is Zak's girlfriend, what do you want." Then it hit her, she was talking to Amanda.

 Without thinking Farren was soon speeding down the road, tears trying to leak out of her eyes, "I knew it!" She choked out, she heard her phone go off, she quickly glanced at it, Clark. Farren laughed a little through her tears and she answered it and put her on speaker and set her phone on her leg. 

 "You called?" Clarks voice sounded, "I Can't! It hurts!" Farren Choked out, she was  near crying uncontrollably at this point, "What's wrong?" Clarks concerned voice asked, Farren didn't reply immediately, she pushed down the lump in her throat, "I'm currently speeding down the road trying to get to Zak, near tears, I loved him Clark, I still do." She said loudly.

  "Woah, Farren what's going on?" Clark asked, Farren heard rustling like she was just getting out of bed. Farren took a deep breath, "I.." She cut off as her throat started to hurt as she fought to hold back the tears, her phone beeped, she quickly looked down it was Zak.

 "I'll call you back." Farren said to Clark, she hung up and answered Zak's call, "Farren?" She clenched her teeth as a new wave of fresh tears welled in her eyes, only this time she couldn't hold it back, cold wet tears fell uncontrollably down her cheeks, she did her best to sound like she wasn't crying, "Hello." she greeted.

 "Zak who the hell are you on the phone with." Amanda's voice could be heard in the background, "That son of a bitch!" Farren snapped "What the hell is she doing there."  Zak sighed, "Go Away." He grunted, " But..." Amanda started, "NO BUTS! Last night was a mistake, one that isn't happening again." he snapped, Farren Gasped, she never thought he would go to those extremes. but he did.

 Unable to take it much longer Farren hung up, "Siri! Call Clark" She demanded, the phone rang once then a click as someone answered, " Farren explain." was her immediate response, "I called Zak as I have news, Instead of Zak, I got Amanda answering, so I'm on my way to see him, he calls and I come to find out he slept with that son of a mother hell hole!" Farren Said angrily, Slamming her hand on the steering wheel.

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 "You Asshole!" Farren yelled as she spotted Zak walking into the living room, before he could say anything she went over and shoved him as hard as She could, "I loved you! I STILL do!" she yelled, her cheeks stained with tears, he remained silent as he grabbed her wrist and gently shackled them with his hands, she tried to pull her hands away but he just held on tighter, She shoved her body against him hoping to get him to let go.

 "Farren, Calm down." Zak said calmly, Farren glared at him but stopped her struggle, she looked at him, which only made her cry harder, "Look, I'm sorry it wasn't meant to happen." He said as he loosened his grip on her wrist, she yanked them back for fear she would melt and forgive him just like that.

 "Wasn't meant too! and yet you let it!" she asked, Zak sighed, "I only allowed it because it was a distraction." He said, Farren took a step back in hopes she wouldn't punch him, "distraction from what." her voice just a small squeak, "You." he said, Farren couldn't help it, she beat his chest with her fist, "Of all people! you had to choose her!" 

"Would you stop!" Zak Yelled as he threw her on the couch, Farren hung her head and sobbed into her hands, somewhere a phone went off, Farren was crying to much to care, "Hello?" Zak's voice asked, "Farren's with me." He said, she looked up and met his gaze, he stared at her coldly, "Don't ask me, Chances are she drove as her cars in my driveway." he snapped, "No I'm not sending her back! she lives with a family full of shitheads!" he snapped and hung up.

 The two sat in silence before someone came walking down the stairs, Farren glared as she recognized the figure as Amanda.

 "Farren." Amanda greeted with a mischievous grin,  "your boyfriends really good in bed." She stated and walked out, Farren clenched her hands, hoping she could keep her calm. 

 Farren got up and began Pacing as Zak sat down and laid his chin in his hands, "Farren." he whispered, she closed her eyes, she always loved his voice but she wouldn't give in to it, "I apologize, I know it was wrong, I know you have a right to be upset.." Farren cut him off, "I Have every right to be upset!" she yelled, "Let me finish." He snapped, she quieted down, "I apologize, I can't change what I did but I can make it up to you." 

 Farren narrowed her eyes at him as he got up and walked so he stood in front of her, "you hurt me beyond anything you can Imagine Zak, I loved you, I still do very much." she stopped as she wiped her cheeked with the heel of her hand, "more than I love myself, but you slept with the one person I despise the most, I can't just roll over and forgive you." she watched his face as she stared at the ceiling.

 "So what does this mean for us." Zak asked, Farren stared at him as the tears formed, she couldn't leave him, she just couldn't.

 Farren sighed and pressed her lips to his, she slid her arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around her waist pressing her closer to him, somehow the two ended up on the couch, Farren sitting in Zak's lap, she grinded her hips against him, he grunted and she took a sharp intake of breath.

 Farren kissed down Zak's neck as she undid his belt and his pants, she pushed his shirt over his head and threw it across the room, Zak tugged at her clothes, she stood up and quickly removed everything.

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 Farren awoke to very warm arms wrapped around her, she sighed and rubbed her eyes, she checked the time, It was noon already.

 From downstairs, Farren could hear her phone going off, "Does this mean you forgive me." Zak's groggy voice whispered in her ear, he moved so he was laying on his back, Farren turned to face him and laid her hand on his chest, tracing circle patterns, she stared into his eyes, the eyes she fell in love with oh so long ago.

 "Yes." she finally answered, "but next time I won't be so quick to forgive," She said, Zak chuckled, "you were quick to jump me." he said, Farren froze, how could she forget.

 "You alright?" Zak asked lifting his head off the pillow, she swallowed nervously and sat up, "Well...I didn't come here just to end up like this." she said slowly.