Lonely Demon

Elise-24: Giving Him All

Everything had been going great. There seems to be no danger at all. We are all safe. Luke was exaggerating.

"Will you quit it," I said. Luke was nibbling on my side. "I'm trying to read." Having him around was fun. But sometimes he could get annoying and restless. Like now, he had lifted my shirt and was nibbling on my sides, which tickled. "Luke."

"Hm," he bit down. I gasped dropping the book. His lucky my parents went out.

"Luke don't," he crawled over me and looked down. "What?"

He didn't say anything, he just leaned down and kissed me. Kissed me roughly. I gripped his shirt. Tried pushing him away, but he was too strong for me. Even though I like it, I am such a weird girl. He pulled away only to kiss down my neck. His hand roams my body, groping and pulling on my clothes. Was I even ready from this? I mean sooner or later I'll have to do it right. So why not now?

"Luke," I held his head in my hands.

"What?" He kissed my nose.

"I think I'm ready," I said.

"Ready for?" He frowned. But his frown vanished, I think he realized what I meant. "Not sure, what if I lose control?"

"You won't," I said.

He sighed and nodded. He kissed once more, this not gently. His hands ran under my shirt. I felt shivers. Not sure why I'm letting him. It just feels as if I won't be seeing him again. I want one last memory of him. I held him tight. I don't want to lose him, not now, not ever.

Our clothes scattered around the room Luke just threw them. He had taken all his clothes off but stayed in his boxer. It's not that I didn't want to see it, just I was afraid of its size.

We merely, touched each other, for now.

"Ow," I winced as he bit down on my shoulder. Not hard, but it was still bit painful.

"Sorry," he said kissing me.

I kissed his nose. He was such a dork sometimes. He gave me a weird look. I frown as to why he was looking at me like that. He looked down; I follow his gaze. Oh, now I get it. Oh god, this was it.

"Okay do it," he nodded and took his boxer off. I shouldn't have looked. I looked away.

"Relax will you," I nodded and breathed in and out. "Tell me when you're ready." I yelp feeling it.

He was like rubbing it against me. I'm not good at this. I was afraid, who wouldn't. I mean it felt hard and, I shivered just thinking of it. I gasped feeling the tip slide in well, not slip in, but like just rubbing against me. It felt weird and wet and send a shiver through me. I gasped as he spread my legs and go in between my legs. I was trembling with, fear? No, it wasn't fear, it as just the idea of losing my virginity to Luke. I'm a good girl, someone who would wait 'til marriage to have sex. But look at me. Is it wrong?

"Luke do it," I said. He nodded and slowly but carefully slide in. At first, I didn't feel anything, just him.

Then I felt it, the pain. I whimper. "The pain will ease," Luke said kissing me.

My eyes water. It hurts. But now that Luke was moving, it doesn't hurt at all. It just feels so good.

"Ah, hey, no wait," okay now I felt exposed. I mean I was naked but the way he had me. It just made me blush. He had me sides way, it was embarrassing. He had my leg upholding it tight while he, well yeah.

Gasping, I held the pillow tight. Luke had me in different positions; it was hard to concentrate now. My mind was blank. It was as if I was floating in the clouds.

"Eh," he lifted me upsetting me on him. "Oh no no, this is embarrassing."

"No it's not," he placed his hand on my hips. "Just move like this." I squealed, as he moves me up and then down. I closed my eyes shaking my head. It's too embarrassing; I could feel the heat rush to my face.

He did it a few times. Then I moved on my own. It felt strange, and it made my stomach scrunched up.

I was feeling butterfly each time I moved. You know I was so into it, I lost focus on everything. I didn't notice I was once again laying on my back, with Luke on me. My legs wrap around his waist, my arms around him. Me scratching his back with my nails. It was like one of the romantic scenes in a book. But this was a reality. And reality hit me heard when I felt warmth in me as I screamed out. Thankfully no one was home.

"Shit," Luke cursed burying his face into he crooked of my neck. I frowned, why is he swearing?

"What's what?" My god was that my voice. It didn't sound like me at all. It came out as a whisper, and I was breathing heavily. I moved a bit.

I shouldn't have moved. Luke was still in me and felt it twitch.

"Um, didn't use protection," my eyes widened, and I tug at his hair making him look at me. He winced. "Sorry."

Oh my god, I forgot about using a damn condom. Oh, I'll get pregnant. So that's the warmth I felt.

Luke groaned rolling off me and his manhood flop out making me shiver. I grabbed the blanket and covered us up scooting closer to him.

"Whatever happens I'll stay with you I promise," Luke said. Oh, I don't like this I don't want to tie him down.

"It's fine, you don't have to ties yourself to me because of it," I said.

"I will, I won't be a coward," I said. "I don't want your father thinking I can't take care of you," I remember what he told me. About him wanting a family. I can't take that from him.

"Alright," I yawned. Love making is exhausting.

"Sleepy I see," I nodded closing my eyes. I need to rest for a bit.

Nothing can go wrong now. Or can it? Why did I have to jinx it? I'm such a dork.

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I didn't use too many details in this scene.

Anyways let see what happens next.

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