Is there something there?

~Nineteen~

POV ANNA:
"You." She said, her eyes piercing into my soul. She was studying me so intensely, but after a good minute of just unbothered silence, tears outlined her eyes. But, why? "So, I'm the one?" I asked, softly, afraid my voice would break too much if I spoke any louder. But, at the same time I don't think I was even capable of going any louder. "Anna," She turned towards me, I really hated seeing her about to be in tears, even if she hurt me badly. I care about her so much. "You've always been the one can't you see?" Her voice started to break at the last few words. Was it bad I wanted nothing else to just reach out and hold her? To feel her in my arms again, or her lips on my skin. No. No. No. Stop Anna, you can't, and this isn't the time. But, at the same time, I didn't know what to say. I wanted to show her. To show her all the pain she's caused me, to show her all the happy memories and good times. Or, to show her how much she means to me, and how much I love her, just by physical touch. I don't know what went over me, but I couldn't stop it. "Can we repeat my first time over again? But, this time we're both sober."