under the dark sky filled with innumerable stars, taehyung sat on the green grass hugging his knees tightly with his boyfriend beside.
with one earphone in his and the other in jeongguk's right ear, they hummed along the song 'never not' together.
"we will get the reports for scans tomorrow and im so fucking scared." taehyung finally shifted his focus from the stars to the one he loved.
taehyung tried to smile but then grimaced. his tears rushing down that instant, "i am nearing my end."
taehyung pulled the earplug off, so did jeongguk before stuffing them back in his pocket.
"please don't say that." jeongguk hugged the other sideways and kissed his cheek, "your reports will be fine."
"the breathing problems are getting worse, jeongguk. i doubt—" taehyung was cut off when the other pressed their lips together, shutting him up.
"you are a fighter babe. you can fight this." jeongguk caressed his boyfriend's cheek, a small pained smile appearing on his lips.
"i never tried to fight it, gguk and now that i want to, i can't. the battle has a predetermined winner and it's definitely not me." taehyung looked down at nothing in particular, small tears continued to roll down.
"look baby, a shooting star. make a wish!" jeongguk pointed at the sky and the brunette immediately closed his eyes, the last batch of tears pooling out.
jeongguk made a wish too.
"what did you wish for?" jeongguk asked and taehyung pushed him softly, "i can't tell you."
taehyung didn't have a problem to tell what he wished for but he knows jeongguk will be so mad after hearing what he actually wished for.
"gguk, kiss me." taehyung removed the cannula and jeongguk panicked, "baby, no—"
"just do it." taehyung ordered and jeongguk pressed his lips on the younger's.
taehyung could already feel the shortage of air but he didn't wanna give up. he was tired of this cannula that helped him breath, that made him forget that his lungs are traitors.
but couldn't when jeongguk pulled away and made him wear the cannula again, "you need this."
"i hate this." taehyung looked awayz biting his bottom lip, not wanting to cry again.
"let's go in baby, it's getting colder. you surely don't wanna get a cold." the raven head said pulling himself to his feet but when he saw taehyung still sitting there, he crouched down only to carry his boyfriend up.
"my parents are inside." taehyung giggled hitting jeongguk on his arm but the other didn't let go and started walking back to the house.
"i don't care. what i care about is you need to get inside the house." jeongguk continued to take big steps ahead and saw taehyung shaking his head no, "what? you don't wanna go home? we can go to my place if you want."
"my home is you, jeon jeongguk. so i am already home." taehyung whispered, burying his face in the crook of jeongguk's neck.
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taehyung's parents stared at the doctor while he just let out a humorous laugh.
from last night, taehyung's breathing was getting shallow now and then. he could maintain his breath constantly, even with the cannula.
they increased the oxygen level but still, taehyung was struggling.
"we can go for chemo again but i am afraid they won't work anymore. the tumors are spreading to the nearest organs and—" taehyung interrupted the doctor.
"cut it doctor, just say i am dying."
"no, taehyung. we can always figure something out." the doctor assured but taehyung already knew that it was merely for consoling.
"mr. kim. shift taehyung here. we will try our best."
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just three or four chapters
will try to finish this by tomorrow
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Fanfictionhaving cancer had it's own perks. that obviously includes getting closer to the boy kim taehyung only admired from afar. © Bangtanlover95