last chapter <333
that night, taehyung breathed his last.
jeongguk didn't know what to do anymore. it's already been a week since taehyung's funeral. even though the brunette asked him to not cry but he couldn't obey his words.
he cried his heart out that day.
the raven head stared at the ceiling, his life was meaningless without the other. he didn't know how many times he called the other forgetting that there was no one to pick that call up.
"baby—" jeongguk choked on his own tears and hugged the pillow tightly. fat tears rolled down his cheeks as he remembered his late boyfriend's face near his.
kim taehyung was gone but his touches were still lingering on the raven head's skin, as if he was right there, beside him.
jeongguk even hallucinated the other smiling at him as he was walking out of the graveyard. he knew taehyung six feet under the ground but still couldn't but smile back at his own illusion.
"i love you, please come back." jeongguk whispered softly and sobbed even more. he was totally broken.
never did he ever thought, he would love someone so much at this young age but he knows the way, he felt for taehyung is something he will probably never feel for someone else.
"jeongguk, dear—" someone entered the room and he saw it was his room.
"mrs. kim is here. she wants to meet you." jeongguk quickly sat up and pulled himself to his feet.
he ran downstairs and saw taehyung's mom standing with a small cardboard box in her hand.
"mrs. kim." jeongguk called and the lady now looked up at him with her puffy, red eyes, "dear."
"taehyung wanted you to have these." she handed the younger the brown box and forcibly tugged on a small smile on her lips.
"my beautiful boy is gone, jeongguk. we all knew about this but what i was afraid of was him not enjoying the time he had. you came and made him so happy. thank you so much." she said and couldn't keep her tears in anymore.
"i will just leave. please visit us sometime." she said and was quick to get out of the house leaving jeongguk speechless.
jeongguk didn't wait anymore and ran upstairs. his mom stared at him feeling so bad for her son. she never saw him crying so bad and that breaks her heart.
she saw taehyung a couple of times but seeing him in the coffin looking gorgeous as ever, she cried too.
jeongguk slammed the door and settled on the floor. the first thing he saw in the box was that signed basketball.
he let out a small chuckle remembering the first day they met. how he was about to shout at him and pick a fight but everything reversed when he saw taehyung's face and that nasal cannula.
he remembered that taehyung said he will return the ball when he is gone.
he did what he told him.
in that box, there was taehyung's small notebook which he wrote his wishes in. jeongguk already read that and he was about to read it again when he noticed a neatly folded paper.
he unfolded it and saw it was a letter.
dear my baby boy jeon jeongguk,
if you are reading this, it means i am already dead. i swear if you're crying now, i will haunt you being a ghost. you surely don't want that, do you?
okay i don't even know why i am writing this but i just want to. i am returning you the basketball like i said and also my notebook cause i want you to fulfill all my wishes. not with me but someone else who won't leave you in the middle, just like i did.
gguk, i really never regretted having cancer until you walked in my boring life. my day started with waking up to my alarm clock and go got movie marathon whole day and then go to sleep. you just decided to fuck up my routine and i hate you for that asshole.
but i am glad you were with me. i am happy that i got to love you.
you are my first and last love, coconut head and i loved you with my all.
don't forget me ever, but also find someone else to love. remember me as the lucky boy who got to be with the one who he admired from afar.
honestly, i am so mad at my cancer but again cancer gave me YOU and
that's why im ready to forgive that bitch.
you are the best boyfriend someone can ever find and i am lucky get your love. thank you.
cancer surely took a big piece of my life but gave you as a return gift.
having cancer had it's own perks.
and one of them is you, jeon jeongguk.
you are the best one.
i love you, gguk.
forever yours,
kim taehyung
aka your baby
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so cp finally ended
i don't know how many
times i broke into tears
death is inevitable,
we all gotta die one
day. what matters
is how we choose
to live the days we have
always try to live
your best gorgeous
i love you so much
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CANCER PERKS | VKOOK ✓
Fanfictionhaving cancer had it's own perks. that obviously includes getting closer to the boy kim taehyung only admired from afar. © Bangtanlover95
