Chapter 14: Wrong

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Optics still shut, I can sense both of our elbows brushing mildly to each other

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Optics still shut, I can sense both of our elbows brushing mildly to each other. I didn't realize I fell asleep while watching the rabbit ASMR.

As soon I was fully awakened, I leisurely went up from my preceding position.

Upon getting up, my eyes enlarged when I discerned that Jaehyun was facing me.

For a millisecond, the archangel within me cried passionately in both aesthetic pleasure and amusement. Heeding his face this imminent to me suddenly makes me think I lived in an astonishing world. For a millisecond, seeing how his closed eyes and pursed lips make me realized that indeed the breathtaking vistas of our world are endless.

I blinked and conscientiously tried to absorb what's happening. When I recollected what he happened earlier, everything sank to me. I gnaw my lower lip.

He really stayed by my side, huh. I thought, after I fell asleep, he dashed out away from the room and forsake me. But surprisingly, he didn't. He's still here. Deep onto sleep, or perhaps he is utterly too exhausted to even bother sleep in his room.

Instead of getting up, I slid slowly to reach near him.

I watched him sleep. We're still both wearing the earbud from our ears. His were on the left one while I was on the right one; like earlier.

I move closer to him. Only his phone is essentially dividing us. Hence, we're only inches apart.

Somehow, it felt illegal just by merely watching him sleep. He looks so peaceful that even poking his face would never wake up him. I guess, he was really tired and worn out of his work.

I was about to stand up properly when my eyes darted on his face again. Jaehyun had this unknown force within him that will pull you to him.

Scrutinizing him, he undoubtedly bears an angelic face. Somehow, he looks kind when he's sound asleep. He attributes that porcelain rice cake skin by sighting him this close. I can't spot any imperfections and flaws in his features. Its obtrusive Jaehyun is God's favorite because his face shows no marks or flaws.

Feeling insecure about his skin, I suddenly have an urge to put a wound in his face because of that. He's too flawless, his skin is even way better than mine.

However, there is just one thing that I ultimately observe about him: his eye bag under his eye bag itself. Imagine that? Is this the result of being a doctor? Because if it was, by now; I already want to quit.

This is the first time I distinguish that he has a pointed nose and a red plump lip. It is as if he is wearing an expensive lipstick.

I stared into his lips then swallowed. Why does it feel like something within me is urging me that I should kiss him to check if he is wearing lipstick?

Just by looking at it felt like a sin. Just by simply eyeing it felt like I'm cheating.

I drew my face closer to him; then nearer and nearer. When I'm realizing what I'm doing, I estrange myself away from him then shook my head. Thankfully, his phone is in the middle of us because if it was not, I am, most probably so close to him right now.

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