Secrets

~part twenty~

*Daniels POV*

It's been a week, a week since our anniversary, a week since our last conversation that ended up in a fight, a week since her siren came out, and a week since I last held her in my arms.

It's crazy how being away from someone you love can be okay at first seeing as it doesn't affect you much, but as the seconds tick into minutes and the minutes to hours, it seems like every day gets a little bit longer, and any will you had to live has been obliviated from any corner of your mind. You take a little longer to get out of bed in the morning, it takes you a bit longer than normal to process things, it takes you forever just to get in the damn shower, and all of this keeps happening over and over, gradually getting slower each time until it just stops.

You finally just give up.

all you do is crave...

crave them...

it's this feeling, in the pit of your stomach that won't go away until they are in your arms, safe and sound. 

it eats you and your will to live until it is satisfied by the touch of the one you love...

then I saw her.

She was dancing in a dress, a blue dress.

my favorite color  I thought, chuckling to myself

She looked so happy, so beautiful, then out of no where comes Corbyn

what?

I continued to get closer and as I got closer.. so did they

one step closer

their lips one inch closer together

another step closer

another inch closer

this back and forth game kept going on and on until I began to move in a full on sprint, and that was the biggest mistake of my life.

their lips.. connected

they moved in sync

they melted into each other

they looked happy...

she looked happy

they kept making out in front of my eyes, knowing where this was going to go I decided to turn around and leave, but then I heard her voice.

it wasn't just her talking, it was her singing oddly enough

I kept listening, trying to figure out what song she was singing

"so sue me, for looking so good tonight

wearing your favorite color under the lights

for moving on and doing everything right

so sue me"

The songs words cut into me like newly sharpened blade, every single one cutting into my heart, then I felt something beneath me, I looked down, I saw a bed and tangled up sheets...

okay what the actual fu- I almost finished my thoughts until I was met with two sets of eyes.

the twins. okay what the hell are they doing here? why are we all- nope I don't even want to finish that sentence.  I thought before my heart began racing, my thoughts copying the actions

no this couldn't have happened

what even happened

I don't even think I want to admit that what seemed to happen happened

okay, you're an actual idiot

you just fucked up the best thing you ever had

you're dumb

stupid

m o r o n i c

you are fifthly

you nasty son of a bitch

.

.

you cheating, lying bastard.

a/n

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