To the nights we spent

22

Weeks passed after that conversation. For him, it went well, but for me, it's more like a threat. I thought that someday, even just for a day, this 'us' could vanish.

But i don't want to act like i think of it, i just endure the days that we are together, happy and contented.

As for now, me and my friends are having lunch in the school caf. I'm also smiling ear to ear which was very unsual, minsan kasi badtrip ako, minsan naman tinatarayan ko sila. But they chose to stay by my side even though i'm a mood shifter.

Nakaupo kaming lahat at kumakain ng tahimik, halos lanat kami pagod. Nag-cracraming sa lanat ng subjects, ang mga lec kasi nagpapaproject and some requirements, which is tiring.

I felt like i'm just passing some requirements so that i would pass, not that i like what i'm doing. There all giving us a hard time, which is wrong.

"Are you in trouble ba? Or may hindi ka tinetell samin? You're like an idiot girl." Skyler said, even this freaking requirements is occupying every bits of my system, i still smiled at them.

"No, more like a good trouble." I said, which made them stop eating. Hindi naman magulo si Walter, i'm more like that. But since she opened up about that 'trouble' thing, i should opened up to them. ''Ay hala pokpok! Lumalandi nanaman ate mo ghorl!'' Nambatok pa si Selene!

''Gags! Antagal tagal ko nang ganyan." Habang hinihihimas yung ulo ko, ansakit kaya mambatok ni Selene, parang bato ang kamay amp! ''Who's the unlucktyguy?'' Nakichismis na sila Allison, parang di man lang nila kilala. Akala ata nila may bago na ako kasi nga sa incident na yun, mula nung nangyare yun, never ko na ikwento si Walter.

Not that i don't like them to know what happened, or his reasons. I just don't like them to 'interfere' if that's the right term to say. But don't get me wrong, i love them...so much. Baka kasi sabihin nila na tanga ako....in some aspects, yes. But this time, i'm sure that my choice is not bad, no regrets this time.

''Kilala niyo naman diba? Syempre si ano pa din.'' Their excitement on their faces vanished, and that made me confused....hindi naba nila gusto si Walter? Because of the incidents? Or because of that rumor?

''Ah....b-basta Yhi ah....ingatan mo puso mo. Wag puro puso ah? Minsan kailangan rin natin gamitin ang utak para makagawa ng tamang desisyon.'' Paalala ni Barbie...

''Alam ko naman yun, wala ba kayong tiwala sakin? Kaya ko 'to, buhay ko 'to eh.'' Pilit pa rin akong ngumiti sakanila, maybe i'm misunderstooding things, i don't want this 'oerfectionist' side take this situation. Gusto ko lang naman maging masaya ako....kaming lahat.

''Hindi naman sa ganun, syempre may tiwala kami sayo....eh k-kay ano..'' Utal pang sabi ni Skyler. Wala silang tiwala kay Walter? Just because of that mistake?

Just one freaking mistake, and they would forget how many good doings they did for you.

''Kung hindi mo nakilala si Walter, hindi mo rin makilala si Erwan. Kaya wag mo siya pagsalitaan ng ganyan, kung ayaw mong ganyan rin sabihin ko sa boyfriend mo.'' I know i'm really out of line, pero sobrang nakakapikon na.

I looked at Skyler after i said that, she's looking me with her bitch face. Napipikon na rin siya. ''Qezia, you're out of line.'' Barbie said, she's also serious, halos lahat sila. ''She started it, then accept what i said.''

''You're being immature, Yhiene Qezia!'' Selene raised her tone, she just stood up and place her hands on her waist. ''Bakit ka ba nagkakaganyan? May problema ka ba?'' Skyler said. I don't have any problems, but this is the first time that she first said that, before telling them my problems.