To the nights we spent

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That night was filled with tears, sadness. After he uttered that statement, he just left. Walang pasabi, walang lingunan, walang kahit ano.

He's always like that, full of surprises. Kaya sobrang nakakagulat kung paano niya ako nagustuhan, o nagustuhan ba talaga?

I wanted to unwind so i invited my friends to tagaytay, tutal it's weekends. It's not overnight but just roadtrip, that makes me to remember that after the bandnight, nagroadtrip rin kami. But i don't want to remember that memory, i want to erase that and change it with my friends.

Kwinento ko na rin lahat sakanila yung nalaman ko, nagalit sila at nag alala, so auto payag rin sila nung nagaya ako, they wanted to unwind and take a break, sa lahat ng bagay.

"Yhi! Ready na ba?" Allison said, we are now fixing our things in the trunk of the car. It was filled with our bags that consist of snacks and some camera equipments. Kasama rin namin si Aiden, dapat isasama nila si Paulo pero sinabi kong wag na, at baka magkaissue pa.

Lahat naman ng galaw sa school namin monitor at gagawan ng issue, lalo na't kakabreak lang namin ni Walter, baka sabihin pa nila na ako yung nagloko.

I nodded to Allison, Aiden helped me to close the trunk, "Ngiti naman diyan Madam! Ang pangit mo na sige ka." Kinindatan pa ako ni Aiden, nakangiti siya ng pagkalaki-laki.

Aiden took the driver's seat, andoon naman ako sa passenger seat. Gusto ko lang kasi ng tahimik, sa likod magkukulitan sila at hindi ako makakatulog. Nilagay ko agad ang earphones ko sa tenga at pinikit ang mata ko.

Alam ko na hindi na sila magtataka kung bakit ganito ang asta ko, dahil kilalang kilala na nila ako. Wala rin ako sa mood makihalubilo at makipagkulitan sakanila. Hindi ako kagaya ng iba na tinatago sa mga ngiti, i don't know how to cover it up so i just showed it, yun naman kasi talaga nararamdaman ko diba?

"Sana all nanunuod!" Sabi ni Aiden kela Selene, tutok na tutok kasi sila sa pinapanuod nila. It is a anime movie titled, "Hello, World" I already watched that since i'm also a weeb, so i didn't bother to look at them again and just continue my sleep.

"Weh inggit!" Selene backfired, nagkulitan pa sila pero hindi na clear ang iba, i just closed  my eyes to took a rest so that kahit papaano may energy ako mamaya, i  don't want to continue acting like this, tutal nag bakasyon na rin kami, bat hindi ko pa sulitin diba?  

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I woked up because someone's simultaneously calling my name, it turns out it is Skyler, she looks pissed because we are the only one left in the car. I just nodded, and streched my hands,  that make her walked towards Barbie and join the others. She knows that i'm up and good to go so, Hinayaan niya lang ako dahil alam niya na susunod na ako.

Vibrate rin ng vibrate ang phone ko na nasa bulsa,tugtog rin ng tugtog ang ringtone ko, i took a looked of it, tadtad ito ng messages at calls ni Walter, i didn't bother to open any one of them since i'm trying not to care. I just turned it off, bumaba na rin ako sa sasakyan.

Pagkababa ko, the strands of my hair immedietly crossed my face, the smell of the salty sea tingled at my nose as i breath in, the birds chirpped at the sky, how calming it was to see.

Nung lumapit ako sakanila, nag-seset up na sila ng mga iihawin, it is a resort in tagaytay. It's actually really beautiful and calming to see, the water is also really clear. The sky is blue and clear too, hindi rin halos maraming tao dahil private 'to, i  didn't know what's the name of the resort since their are the one who planned it, i just invited them.