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582 716 likes @wolfiecindy What's going on right now is something I never really thought I'd have to go through. Maybe in a couple 40 years or so but not this soon. First we lost Nick, then we lost you :( My heart is broken and all I do is think back to all of our memories and good times. Every day that goes by all I think about is you. You were always there to cheer me up and help me around Belle. You helped me and Zion through thick and thin and even though you had your own problems you would put them to the side. Your strength inspires me 'til this day and the fact that you had to raise 2 children alone and managed to turn them into the most well behaved children I know, is so mind blowing to me. The sky becomes so much prettier when someone you love is up there. I wish I could tell you how much I love you and how thankful I am for every single thing you've done in my favor. I pray for you and I hope you're watching over us. Fly high my perfect Angel!🕊❤️ Comments deactivated
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692 771 likes @alissaviolet Rest In Peace my beautiful baby. I love you so so much, and I miss you! My heart is broken and I'm trying to keep it up for your sake. I know you wouldn't want me to sit here and cry all day and night but it's so hard not to. Every moments with you is a beautiful trip filled with happiness. I've spent hours laughing with you almost peeing my pants, but I've also spent hours with you crying until there were no tears left to cry. Chantel, you took me under your wing, when I had nowhere to go, you were there for me when people left my side, you where the one cheering me up after people hurt me. Thanks to you and Cindy of course, I am still alive today, I don't know where I would've ended up, but I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be walking in this earth. I could always trust you and I would protect you like my own family, through thick and thin. I would die for you, hell, I would kill for you. There's not one thin I wouldn't do, just to get you back to us. Chantel, you are my everything. Thank you for everything, you're one of the best thing's that have ever happened to me and I am so thankful I got to say that I knew you. I love you so much and hopefully one day we will meet again, but until then, rest easy darling!😭❤️ Comments deactivated
~ "You're here." I hear a voice behind me. I look up from the iPad and see Nick standing at the door of the room. He walked over to me as my tears were falling. His arms wrapped around me as he kissed me on the cheek. "You made me worried you know." He says at the fact that I left to the same room as yesterday, to take a peek at how everybody was holding up.
"I couldn't restrain myself."
"And you shouldn't, you can come here as often as you want to." He says. I smile at him as he smiles back. I give him a kiss on the lips. "How are you feeling?" He asks removing a strand of hair from my face.
"I'm okay, it just hurts seeing everyone like this." I say referring to the different posts.
"I understand babe." He says. "C'mon, let's go. They're all asleep now anyway." He says, and he was right it was very late. We walked back to our house were Teddy greeted us as usual. I still couldn't believe that I am where I am. Nick picked me up bridal style and carried me up to our bedroom. My head was on his chest as he was playing with my hair. "I'm so happy you're with me again." He says.
"I'm happy too, I missed you so so much." I say looking up at him. He smiles and kisses me.
Our minds started wandering to the past, how we used to live on earth and all of the Amazon memories we have together. Being imperfect is always gonna be a struggle but our love is as perfect as it can be. We were always happy and whenever a fight started to erupt we were quick to communicate and shut down the negativity. We started talking about the future, all of the crazy things we can do now without a care in the world. We knew life was gonna be a whole lot easier now, and living forever with one another is something we will always sign up for. Knowing that 20 years apart didn't change a thing between our love is the biggest relief and the biggest reassurance. Soon our future plans will become reality, now all we have to do is wait for the rest of our family and friends to join us. It won't be easy but it sure as hell will be worth it.
"Oh mamas, if anybody would've told me how my life would turn out, I'd never believe them." He says.
"Trust me, neither would I."
"We were lucky. You were the one and I knew it since day one."
"Me too, you're love was something I've never felt before, you know?"
"I know darling, you were the same. You're one of the only people that always had my back. You told me how it was and you helped me through everything."
"Oh baby, as long as you've got me I've got you and you know that." I say bringing up my pinky finger, his finger interlocks with mine and we both lean in for a passionate kiss, filled with nothing but love.
