"You better hurry up bitch I'm gonna miss you!"
Alissa says giving me a tight hug.
"I'm gonna miss you too. And I'll hurry up as much as I can."
I add giggling a little. Then I turn to Cindy who was already waiting with open arms. I give her a big hug as she squeezes me tightly.
"Damn, I hop you have a lot of fun on tour. You're gonna be missed."
I put my hand on her head.
"Thank you. It's gonna be weird having to wake up in my room in New York again. And of course I'll miss y'all like crazy."
Lastly I give Catherine a big ass hug. She hugged me tightly as I kiss her on the temple.
"I'm so proud of you Chantel. You better rock America with your DJing!"
She says. I laugh.
"Thank you cath. Please give Elle a kiss from me and keep up with the fire vlogs."
"I promise. I'll miss you babes. And I love you."
"I'll miss you too. I love you more!"
I say as I hug her one last time. Then I took my suitcases and walked out the door and into the Uber. It was easier leaving the first time, knowing I did for Nick. I left for his own best, just so that he could be happier. But this time we're apart because we have to be, because we have a career to maintain.
While sittning on the plane I look out the window, where you could se the sunset. It was a beautiful orange color that made the whole sky light up it was breathtaking and made it a lot harder to close my eyes and sleep. Suddenly I feel somebody tapping me in my shoulder. I turn to see a girl sitting next to me.
"Hi I'm sorry to bother you, but I have to ask are you Nick mara's girlfriend?"
I start giggling.
"Yeah, that's me."
"Wow that's so cool. Chantel right?"
I nod.
"You're really lucky. I don't think you know how many girls wish they could be in your shoes."
She adds. Honestly she was very right. But I wasn't lucky just because he's Nick Mara, but because I found the love of my life who really loves me back and does anything for me.
"Yeah, but all of those girls will one day find their own Nick Mara. Somebody who makes them happy and makes them feel special."
"Yeah you're right. Sorry if I bothered you by the way."
She says. What a sweetheart.
"No, no honey you didn't, don't worry."
I say she smiles and puts her phone up taking a picture with me.
"Thanks."
"No problem."
I say and look back out of the window. That made me a little happier.
I was back in my New York apartment that felt so much smaller now that I'm once again used to my old house. I put my bag on the floor next to my door. My phone vibrates. I take it out of my pocket.
Zion🥶
Ayo C, you back in NY?
Yup, just got home. Why?
Have you talked anything
to Nick?
Nah, why? He all good?
I don't know honestly. He's
in his feels. We were all
watching a movie and a song
started playin. And he was all
like. "That's Chantel's favorite
song." Then he pulled a
blanket over his head.
🥺🥺 Aww my baby. He's
such a softie.
Idk what you've done to him
but can you make it stop? He
in his feelings ever since we
started driving.
No can do, sorry. He just loves
me.
How does it feel being back in NY?
Idk, have a lot of shit to do now that
I'm back. I have to get ready for
tour and pack all of my shit to move.
So kinda' stressed atm.
I feel you man. No cap, getting
ready for tour be stressful as
fuck. But just make sure you
find something to wear for every
show, the rest of it comes on it's
own.
Yeah, gonna end with me having
a mental breakdown because I
have nothing to wear.
😂 y'all girls be trippin' I swear.
I'll talk to ya later C, gotta go
get me some sleep before tour.
I'm really proud of you by the
way, and I hope you have a great
time out there.
Thank you Z, I appreciate it.
And I'm so proud of you guys
too. Wish you a lot of luck, you
guys will murder that shit.
Btw say hi to Nick from me and
tell him I love him!!❤️❤️❤️
Thanks! Yeah I'll tell him.
Goodnight C.❤️
Goodnight❤️
~
I walked over to my bed and just fell onto it. I was so tired and barely ready for all the things I'd have to do. Damn, one day without that man and I'm already missing him. Shit, I hate being this soft.
Jeremih
Hi Chantel. So I've seen
your DJ skills, and I've
been wanting to make a
song with you for a while.
Anything you'd be
interested in?
Hi Jeremih. Wow what
an honor. I would love
to make a song with you.
Although I'm going on
tour in 3 weeks. You think
we can produce a song in
3 weeks?
Yeah, I heard about that.
Honestly I believe we
could. Or at least we can
try to. You in LA?
No I'm in New York atm.
I'm moving back to LA in
three months.
Oh, okay. It's all good I have a
studio in NY as well so I can fly
out to ya in two days.
Sounds great. Just send
me the date and time
when ur here and I'll be
there.
Bet!
