(Hayes's POV)
*day before school*
"Okay, so are you guys excited to go back?" Nash asks. I give him a look of disgust. Ariana just laughs. "Okay, imma take that as a no."
"Yeah." I say.
"Dinner!" Mom yells. We head to the table and eat.
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"Ariana!" I yell.
"What?" She yells back.
"Have you seen my blue shirt?" I ask. She walk into my room and over to my desk. She picks up one if my black shirts and throws my blue one at me.
"Thank you." I say.
"No problem." She says heading out.
"Wait." I say. She turns around at the door. "You okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine." She says smiling.
"Come here." I say. She nods and walks over to me.
"What are you gonna do about those?" I ask pointing to her cuts.
"In gonna put some makeup on them and wear a long sleeve shirt like I always did." She says. I nod.
"Hey are we okay?" I ask.
"Yeah. Why wouldn't we be?" She asks.
"I dunno. I'm just wondering." I say.
"You're always wondering." She says.
"So?"
"I'm okay and you're making it really hard to move on." She says.
I stand up confused.
(Ariana's POV)
I don't know why I'm so angry at him. I feel bad but I don't. He stands up and looks at me.
"How am I making this hard to move on from?" He says.
"You just are. I'm trying to forget everything and you keep bringing it up." I say. He looks away.
"Ariana, I am trying to help you. I'm trying to be a good boyfriend. But if you truly don't want me like this I can change. Don't think for a second that I won't." He says. My eyes widen and suddenly I'm scared. Did he really just threaten to go back to how he was before?
"Oh my god. I-i didn't mean that." He says and groans. He runs his fingers through his hair.
"I'm gonna go now." I say with a shaky voice. I start to walk away. He grabs my wrist hard and pulls me towards him.
"Don't you dare leave." He say pushing past me to close the door and lock it. I start to shake. "I'm not gonna let you leave with that impression."
"Okay. It's okay, I didn't take it like that." I say taking a step back.
"I'm sorry." He says.
"It's okay." I say.
"No it's not." He say a little more loudly. He punches the wall and sighs loudly.
I bite my lip so I don't do anything stupid.
"Listen, I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry okay. Is that enough?" He asks.
"I never needed you to say that." I say.
"Yes you did. You just won't admit it." He says walking towards me. i walk back whenever he takes a step until I hit the wall.
"Why are you scared of me?" He says quietly. I stay quiet. "I said why!" He says louder.
"Just stop! I can't deal with this." I say sliding down the wall. I sit in a ball and start to cry.
Hayes groans. "Ariana," he whines. "Don't cry."
"Why not? It's to hard for you not to laugh?" I say bitterly.
"No." He says sitting beside me. "Cause if you cry I'm gonna feel like shit."
I lift my head and look in the opposite direction from where he's sitting.
"Please don't be afraid of me." He says.
"Why not?" I ask looking at him.
"Cause I'm not a bad person. And I can't stand the fact of you thinking I am. Or being scared that I'm gonna go back to how I was before. Or being scared that I'm gonna," he says stopping mid sentence.
"You're gonna what?" I ask.
"Or being scared that I'm gonna hurt you." He says.
"Oh." I say.
"Yeah." He says. "I'm sorry."
"It's fine. Don't worry." I say.
"Our relationship has way to much drama." He says smiling.
"Yeh." I say agreeing.
-hey guys... So this chapter sucks. I'm gonna do some more and do a better job next time.
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