Unconditional Love - Sebastian Stan *COMPLETE*

Chapter Five

"I feel and feel and feel, all while knowing you fell for someone else."

Silence.

Sebastian finished explaining and you didn't say anything. You stared at him. That's all you could do you didn't know what to feel. You feel empty for some reason not because you don't love him but because the one person you thought truly loved you had done the ultimate betrayal.

You had to ask him the one question you had on your mind. Fuck that. You had hundreds of questions for him but didn't know which one to even ask.

"So...you love her?" You ask looking at him Jesus y/n way to go. The one question you know the answer too and already heard him tell her that.

He sighs looking down at his feet, "Damnit Sebastian look at me and answer it! I want you to look at me when you tell me." You yell at him and he looks up and you already know the answer.

"I am so so sorry y/n." He says his eyes red after crying from telling you everything.

You shake your head holding back your tears, "I don't believe that...if you were sorry you would have never done it. Why didn't you just break up with me?! It would still hurt but not as much knowing you were going behind my back." You say angrily.

"Y/n...I love you both." He starts.

"Don't! Don't you dare say that. You don't love me because if you did our love would've been strong enough...you don't love me. You love her." You say.

"You can love two people at once I've seen it..." He says.

"You can't...that's in movies and tv shows Sebastian. If you loved me you wouldn't have fallen for anyone else...it was supposed to be us in the end, Sebastian. Why? How? Did I do something wrong? Is it my fault?" You ask him.

He gets up from the couch and sits next to you trying to hold your hands but you yank them away, "Please don't ever think that. It wasn't you y/n. It's not your fault."

"How can I not think that? You cheated on me Sebastian...you know I hade a feeling ever since January and I kept saying how stupid I am for ever thinking that. But I guess I was right huh?" You say.

"I'm sorry." He says

You roll your eyes, "I'm so tired of hearing that! You aren't sorry because if you were you would have never done it. Why didn't you just break up with me when you were feeling something for her? Why did you have to break me?" You say.

Sebastian bites his lip not knowing what to say, "Did you read my letter?" He asks

He had left a letter on the kitchen counter with a blue shirt that meant a lot to you both. You shake your head, "No. And I won't. Ever." You tell him.

"I'm a terrible person I know that." He says.

You shake your head, "Terrible boyfriend? You were a great boyfriend up until this year. So yeah defiantly a terrible boyfriend. But a terrible person? No. At least you aren't to others. You are a great son and friend so I could never say you are terrible to them. You and I were just...not meant to be I guess." You say.

"Do you hate me?" He asks.

You smile slightly, "I don't. I couldn't if I wanted to but I hate what you put me through. I feel guilty because I can't feel anything right now. I don't know what to feel. I don't hate you but I don't love you? I'm empty. That's all I am." You say sadly.

"You should get back..." You say.

"I don't want to leave you." He says.

"You already did." You say bitterly.