Everything that's wrong,
With the things you said.
Are all taunting me,
Playing games in my head.
Going through my mind,
Like a rush of bad blood,
Drowning my insides,
So instead, I cry a flood.
The pain, it hurts.
In case you didn't see.
But I want you to look,
Look, at what must be.
Why do you bother?
And rally me so?
You anger and break me,
It's such a bad blow.
You laugh like its a game,
And you're beating my score,
Enjoying the moment,
Each better than before.
Forget about taunt,
What you do is way worse,
Bully, or beast,
Can't compare to your curse.
You have an effect,
That lasts forever,
But not of good,
Not now, not ever.
You don't even know,
Or probably don't care,
The amount of tears I shed,
But you never saw there.
So you think it's okay,
To say what you feel,
You think that you're above,
My level of ideal.
You're no perfection,
Yet it's so far away,
But you believe it's in your grasp,
What come by night, by day.
Not a terrible beast,
But one by his choice of words,
You scare and terrify others,
And make sheep lose their herds.
But who am I to say,
That you are nothing but a beast?
Yet, who are you to treat me such way,
And make my greatest, seem the least.
You have no intentions of hurting my feelings,
But you destroy me emotionally instead,
It drives me, to where I can handle no more,
And now, all I see is red.
Everything that's wrong,
What come by day by night,
Not a terrible beast,
But with his words, he can make them right.
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A/N:
So this piece is based on real occurring events that took place. I'm writing about it because I feel like I need to share this with you guys. I know it may seem personal, but right now, that doesn't exist in my world. Personal is irrelevant. These events actually happened to me, and just recently took place. I hope you are able to get a Sense of how I feel after hopefully reading this piece. Thanks.
