My Only Love - A Human Lapidot Story (Complete)

Chapter 30 - A Spark Of Hope

"The Fuck do you mean you're moving!" Amethyst shouted.

I didn't really pay attention. I just kept packing my stuff.

"Like aren't you going to argue with them!?"

"Why?..."

Amethyst looked at me with a serious face.
"What do you mean why? Because all your friends are here!"

I sighed. I continued to take stuff off my walls.
Posters, pictures, and other stuff.

I didn't want to go. But what else can I do?
I felt numb.
Like anything can't go good anymore. As my luck has ran out or something.

"What am I supposed to tell them? They work Amethyst. I can't have them stay here and lose thier job."

"Isn't there another way? Maybe there's a relative here right? Maybe you can live with them and stay-"

"Ugh Amethyst! I don't have anyone here. All my family live far from here."

Amethyst went silent for a second.

"C'mon L. You can't be serious.."

Serious?

I threw everything I had in my hands to a nearby wall.
Amethyst looked almost shocked. She quickly looked back at me.

"I've been serious! All this fucking time I've been serious! My damn life is ruined because of a stupid mistake! The best girl I ever met hates me Amethyst! She hates me! And I can't even explain myself because she doesn't want to see me!"

Tears began to fall down. Tears I've been holding.

"I-It doesn't matter a-anymore...I'm moving away now...I just..."

I wiped my eyes with my hand. "I want to be alone..."

I looked away from Amethyst.

All I could hear was her get up from my bed.
She opened my door and closed it when she left.

Slowly I felt my body shake.
I fell to my knees, holding on to my chest.
I curled up and cried.

My life is ruined...

Peridot's Pov
A few hours later

I sat up on my hospital bed. I've been watching the tv for hours now.

I mean there wasn't much I could do. My phone is a goner. No idea where that went.
I had no one to talk to.

And I couldn't leave just yet.
Come to think of it. How am I supposed to leave?
My car is totally destroyed I'm sure.

Maybe an Uber or something.

I tried moving a bit, but flinched at the sharp pain on my ribs.

Slowly I laid down. I sighed bringing my forearm to my forehead.

What have I gotten myself into...

I'm pretty sure they already contacted my parents by now.

Would they even care? Would they even come back to see me?

I chuckled to myself.

I course not. They don't care. They're just as useless as the others...

Why do they even care? I fucked up. I shouldn't have trusted someone. Just look where it leads.

Staring at the ceiling, I thought to myself.

Did Lapis mean it?

Why tell me that Bismuth was just a friend, and then proceed to kiss her. Was I played or....was I just a fool.