[✓] in another lifetime | 2jin

[15] holding this pain

short chapter for the plot!!
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haseul had rushed out of heejins office in anger, leaving the poor, heartbroken girl all alone. haseul did tell her her that maybe vivi would be able to comfort her whilst haseul is gone to do some 'important business' for a bit, but vivi was always more busier than the rest of them. taking care of your younger sister and going to work for the both of them must've been hard enough work already. but having heejin on her hand as well, would cause a lot more catastrophe. but even so, vivi never really minded how much stress was put on to her. her face was always relaxed, and unbothered, even when she was around people who annoyed her.

heejin dabbed her wet under eyes with her thumb as she sniffled up the snot from her nose. she sighed as she laid back on her chair, staring at the ceiling. why does it have to be her. she shouldn't have let hyunjin in so easily. yet she was being childish, trying to find out the answers to something that wasn't temporary, whilst messing up reality. she turned her body to face towards the big window at the side of her room. it was pouring with rain, as big, grey clouds blended in with the blue sky. seems as if the sky were crying with her. she chuckled. how stupid she was being. imagine crying over something that was never real in the first place.

but even if she did find the episode of sadness she had earlier, now entertaining and pathetic, she was still sad. why did she love hyunjin that much.

yes you made me cry
you made me dislike you
when i really loved you.
so why do i miss your smile right now?

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guys this is a really short chapter but it's for the plot okay believe me!! this is so you can understand heejins emotions more, since we have never really seen through her and hyunjin, and what they really feel. anyways i just wanna beat hyunjin up rn like girl wyd?? okay anyways, 2 chapters in 1 day? you'll see what i mean.