Falling Harder (Sequel To The Babysitter)

Chapter 7

Jess's POV

Ugh! I can't believe Hayes would stoop so low as to tell his fans I'm a slut. His exact tweet was

@HayesGrier:
Jess is such a slut hanging out with Kian who is 5 years older. What a fucking whore. She should get an award for being such a skank.

I can't believe I actually loved him. I hope I never see him again or who knows I might get sick to my stomach. Ugh I don't know if I'm angry, sad, or confused about this I don't know what emotion I am feeling. I just want to know why he did this. Why would he turn so many people against me. I don't think I deserve this.
I threw my phone at the wall and watched as it shattered. That moment that my phone hit the wall I lost it. Tears poured out of my eyes uncontrollably. I heard footsteps coming close to my door and remember Kian and Jc had company over since Ricky just got home. I never went downstairs to actually see who was here though so honestly anybody could be out there. I heard three simple knocks on my door.
"Who is it?" I asked whipping my tears.
"Can I come in?" an unfamiliar voice said.
"That didn't answer my question." I replied.
"And that didn't answer mine."
"Fine come in if you really want."
When door opened I was in shock I never thought I would see this person again and man did I miss him.
Matthew Lee Espinosa was standing at my bedroom door. I quickly got up and hugged him.
"I missed you so much but why are you here don't you hate me for what I did?" I asked.
"I don't hate you, I just thought you could've handled it better."
I let out a sigh of relief I have been thinking that my bestfriend that was kinda like brother hated me for 5 years.
Wait if Matthew is here then who else is here? I swear if Hayes is here I'm going to flip my shit.
"Ey Matt who else is here besides you?"
"Oh um just Nash, Cam, Taylor, the Jacks, and Hayes." he said while mumbling the last part.
"Who?"
He sighed then said,
"Hayes, okay Hayes is here I didn't want you to hear me. And he doesn't know you're here I told him you weren't here. He asked about you cause he still cares. Can't you see! You two are meant for each other that's the way of life. People fall in love and make mistakes but you too need to be together. C'mon!"
"No! Didn't you see what he said on twitter? He hurt me and I did something I never thought I would ever do!" that last part slipped out if my mouth and I was so shocked I cover my mouth.
"What did you do Jess?" Matt asked.
I shook my head no with tears streaming down my face.
"Please I need to know what you did."
I calmly rolled up my sleeves showing him the cuts. I only cut 4 times two on each arm.
"I'm not proud I did this. I just didn't know any other way to cope."
Matt engulfed me in a hug we both sat on my bed.
"I want you to know I'm here for you. Okay?"
"Okay." (😏)

Kinda emotional but I bet you didn't see it coming. Love y'all so very very much. And please don't cut I'm not sure what y'all are going through but if you cut or feel need to you can talk to me by DMing me.

Stay Beautiful💘