Inevitable Turns

40.Yell your heart out

Joshua's P.O.V

After making sure I got all the glitter out thanks to my sweet darling Iz I remove my necklace keeping it on the basin.My fingers twirling the ring as I think about her.Her lips were so close and tempting but unholy and polluted by that pig.It's not until I feel the pain in my hand that I realize I've been gripping the basin tightly with my knuckles turning white.I need to get her back,I have to fight harder for her.Mr. Rivera's idea was actually pretty smart,to make her realize why she feel in love with me in the first place.I had to win her heart back and I know the plan is working but there is something stopping her anytime I get close enough she shield herself up back again making all my effort go to waste.The only thing that can stop her from me could only be him and somehow I'd have to remind her about what was really special and memorable about us.

After a good bath I exit the bathroom and she's on her phone talking with someone. "Really O my God,I love you,thanks.Thanks your mom for me....yeah....okay....sure,how about we meet up later.I'm the maid of honor for my friend's wedding tomorrow.....yeah,sure...bye and thanks again,"she hangs up the phone with a slight squell.

"A phone call can do all that?"I ask her leaning on the doorframe as she turns around surprised.Being her usual self not knowing that I was stalking her the entire time.I catch the way her eyes roams my body and then looks away when she looks at the necklace.Was this what always stopped her but what was there about it?

"How long were you eavesdropping?"she asks as she texts someone on her phone,not looking at me.

"Just the last part.What got you that excited?"I walk towards the bed,sitting at the edge while she's crossed leg near the pillows already having bathed.Her hair travelling down her shoulders in her natural curls,face clear of make-up not that she puts much and clad in another pajama shorts and spaghetti strap top and they way it stays on her makes me want to do things but I control all my crazy thoughts.

"Nothing much though thanks for the flowers,"she says without looking up and I guess that's how it's going to be.

"Hey,truth and dare right now,"Sam smiles peeping her head in. "Please tell me I didn't disturb anything,"she smiles apologetically.

"Nothing much,"I repeat Iz's words with her getting off the bed silently.Putting on a t-shirt I follow after her to the main room.Everyone is seated in a circle.

"Baby I want it off,"Cass whines holding Ty's t-shirt as he presses a kiss on her forehead.

"Anything for you,"he removes off his t-shirt as I chuckle.The amount of power she has on him is truly unbelievable. I've never seen my cousin so readily except to do anything like he does now but hey, it was love and it made you do crazy things.

"It's a good thing you never did that wolf,"Cass smiles kissing the inked eagle on his shoulder blade as Iz,Melody and I laugh remembering the crazy tattooing last year.It somehow feels so far.

"Alright let the game begin,"Mace says putting the bottle in the centre.

"If you just wanted a kiss babe,all you had to do is ask,"Kai smirks with Mace staring at him shocked for a moment.

"And babe,if I ever wanted to kiss you,I'd do it,"Mace smirks grabbing him by his collar their lips colliding.

"Alright girl,"Cass hoots while the rest join in.That's the Coleman women for you;they're proud, confident and don't give a damn.Kai lifts her on his lap their lips still connected as her hands find their way into his shirt,making me chuckle as I see Iz watching all this with shock and disbelief.She stares at my face wondering how I'm taking it while I shrug.It's Mace's life and she gets to do what she wants as long as she follows our one rule and I don't mind interfere in anything unless it's her safety and security.