Inevitable Turns

53.Aww,sick little pup

Isabella's P.O.V

Tuesday,I learnt just how good Josh is being flexible and crap is he good and managed to mess with my head pretty well and he knew that when we reached back home,that's what this place felt like.Anywhere with Josh on the same bed was home.He has become a big part of my life and somehow I don't mind it,I never let anyone as close as I've let Josh making him know ever fibre of me literally and my fear,conquest and nightmares.Having that fight with my dad was a thing I never ever expected but I'd never let him do that to Josh.We hadn't spoken much in that one week,I'd mostly be in my room or sneak out of my window to Dawyne's.I still hadn't told him about moving-in with Josh because after all that happened his say in it had nothing to do with my decision.

Friday,I had gone for the orientation for Parsons,meeting professors,fellow student and roaming the entire place getting familiar with it so I wouldn't get lost but Josh cracked a joke about me rather being Miss Klutz than Miss Lost and I can't disagree with it.The place was amazing and havin Josh with me for this great step in my life was spectacular.He's been an amazing boyfriend since the start and I love him for that.

Monday,I don't feel the warmth of Josh's body against mine as my hands try to find him but in the failed attmpt I open my eyes to a pillow. "Josh?"I rub my eyes looking around the room for him but he's no where to be found.Where is he?I look both the tables for a note but there is none.I call for him thorugh the dressing room and ther's no answer.What happened to him,where is he?I exit our room into the dinning room seeing him siting on the counter making me release a breath I didn't know I was holding.

"Josh,"I smile wrapping my arms around his neck as he hugs me back chuckling. "Don't ever do that again,you scared me,"he chuckles smiling,his hand under my chin.

"And just how did I scare you?"he smirks lifting me onto the counter as I shriek.God,he really has muscles,my eyes wander from his biceps to his bare torso drinking in every detail and buldge his abs create moving down to his plaid pants hanging low on his hip,his touch on my thigh brings me back to his face,a smirk on it making me blush knowing he caught me checking him out .God is he hot.My cheeks burn. "You do know I asked you a question,"his hands trail up my thigh riding up his hoddie on me.If the cold counter top wasn't enough to make me shudder,now I was dying.

"What...what did you ask?"he chuckles stopping his caressing knowing my mind is just on his touch.

"Nothing much but go back to sleep,you still have thirty minutes and you do want your first day to go well,"he pats my head gently,a smile forming on my lips.

"What are you doing up so early?Something on your mind?"I wonder.Something has to be up since he wasn't in bed with me coz even if he'd ever wake up before me he'd still be on the bed and not in another room.

"Honestly I don't think I feel so good,"he says showing me his cup with dark tea taking a sip.On instinct I put my hand on his forehead checking if he's hot and he isn't so it's not a fever. "I checked my temperature,"he says knowing what's going on in my head.If it's not a fever or cold what is it?

"What exactly are you feeling?"I take his hands in mine hoping nothing bad happens to him.

"It's just an headache and weakness,it will pass probably stress or something,"I raise my eyebrow at him.What if it's serious,God what kind of a girlfriend am I?

"Stress what kind of stress are you having?"how could I not know?Was it about my dad?

"I have to take care of my pregnant wife don't I"he smirks making me roll my eyes.

"God,I'm menstruating and am not pregnant for the last time Josh,"I blush immediately realising what I just said.God,can things get an more awkward.I look at me hands too damn embarrassed.