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Masochistic Sonder

Hello beautiful flower!
Thank you taking time out of your life to read my book, this could be called a fan fiction of Harry Styles, it depends on how you interprete it, this book has my beautiful husband Harry as a reference.

+There's no a/n and I'm really sorry, please leave a comment because I'm more than welcome to have a conversation with you!

𝒮𝒴𝒩𝒪𝒫𝒮𝐼𝒮

It was once said the flood of the river Nile was where the tears of Isis dwelled as she mourned the death of her lover Osiris; she begged the gods to bring back her love as she tried to put together his body parts, that were shredded into pieces.
That story is much more than true, it is said that their reincarnations have lived through lives.
Watch the memories try play once again, who's going to be there to interfere this once?

Aliyah seems to be what must girls want to become after they've finished studies and she's grateful but deep down shes doubting her existence and has many unanswered questions, now she feels the need to find out more about herself even if that means bringing more than one memory back to life.
A boy named Harry will walk into her life without changing anything at first but then he'll change her when she'll start learning how to love without consuming herself.
From then on it will not be a normal life for Aliyah, after she's broken a rule of the universe.

𝑀𝐸𝒜𝒩𝐼𝒩𝒢𝒮

masochistic
/masəˈkɪstɪk/
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adjective
deriving sexual gratification from one's own pain or humiliation.
"masochistic sexual fantasies"
(in general use) enjoying an activity that appears to be painful or tedious.
"he seems to take a masochistic delight in confronting uncomfortable truths"

sonder
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noun
the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own
"I was hoping a little rubatosis would balance the sonder"

𝒞𝐻𝒜𝑅𝒜𝒞𝒯𝐸𝑅𝒮

I think is pretty obvious I feel like giving a cast will just ruin the atmosphere at the beginning of the story where the reader knows who's part of the story.

I want you to enjoy reading as much as I enjoy writing for you and allowing yourself to get to know the characters slowly as I develop each of their unique personalities.

+ E X T R A S
(from random chapters)

"You poor thing," he said, walking over to me, I could feel his energy moving across my room but I ignored it and packed the rest of the pieces of stuff inside my purse.
He suddenly clenched onto my arms and pulled me nearer to him, positioning his hand on my cheek, I felt a type of warmth I had never felt in a long time and I instinctively smothered my face against his soft palm.
"You're still the same," he chuckled.
"I would have anticipated this behaviour from Bastet, not you but I guess you must have picked up her manner," he added.