I don't deserve to live ~ Depressed Bakugou

~Dismissed~

Bakugou POV
The kind nurse wraps the bandages around my arms before I can be dismissed from the hospital. When she gets up to leave I give her a hug from behind, she laughs with surprise and hugs me back.
"Thank you for being nice to me." I say as we pull apart from our hug
She looks down at me and smiles warmly, she's quite a bit taller than me "Honey I was just doing what I should do, kindness is in my nature. It's in yours, in your mum's, in your friend's, and in everyone's nature."
I take this into consideration and I nod my head, does that include the Leauge?
I get dismissed from the hospital and I get in my moms car and the drive home is less than pleasant, a silence is washed over us, no one dares to say a thing. When we get home the hag tries to talk to me.
"Katsuki-" she tries saying
I run up the stairs and slam the door to my room shut and lock it. I bury myself under the blanket and cry until I can't anymore. For a moment everything becomes fuzzy and then it becomes clear again.
I hear Deku's loud scream, and I turn around quickly.
I see Deku's terrified face.
There's blood dripping down the side of his cheek.
His eyes are wide open, as if he just saw something terrible.
His eyes are foggy.
There's a gun wound on the side of his head.
.....
He's dead....
I sit upright and I feel myself breathing heavily, my chest moving up and down violently with each sharp breath I take. I flop back down and stare at the ceiling before going onto my stomach and burying my face into my pillow, crying violently. I feel a sudden urge, an urge to kill. The urge to kill the entire League for them kidnapping my boyfriend. I get up and slide into some easy to move about in clothes and I slip out of the house unnoticed. I'm met with the sight of darkness, so it takes my eyes about three minutes to adjust to the darkness. I walk down the dark streets and I look for any sign of the League. I'm gazing around when I bump into a pole and I make a quiet yell in pain. I rub my nose and my eye flicks towards something.
A small pile of dust.
I feel my heart beat faster as I realise that Shigaraki must have been here. I walk towards it and I see dusty footprints.
"Yes!" I quietly say in excitement that I may be able to find them
I follow the footprints and end up at a bar. I try to open the door and it won't budge, fuck. I walk around the building and a small window catches my eye. I climb and stand on the edge of a fence and peer through the window, I see the League standing and talking. I feel my heart race as I know I've found them.
My heart stops for a minute, and I feel my heart break.
Deku is tied to a chair, some unknown villain bitch is beating him up. The League pushes him back when he almost kills him. I grit my teeth in anger. I climb down from the fence and whip my phone out and go onto the class group chat.

I quickly go the the number Mr Aizawa sent me and I type as fast as I can.

I close my phone and put it in my pocket my hand slightly shaking, when I look through the window I see that Deku has passed out, his body is frail and beaten. I sigh, with a mix of anger and sadness. I walk towards the front of the bar. I quickly text All Might to hurry as fast as he can, because I'm already going in to fight. He assures me that they're nearly there and tries to stop me from going in, I shrug it off and I knock on the door. I hear the muffled talking turn into silence, no one moves. A quivering grin spreads across my face as I bust the door down.
"Found you motherfuckers."
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Sorry that it's short, but I had been feeling uninspired to write, but people's comments and everything has inspired me to write more. I couldn't ask for nicer people to read my story, thank you everyone! 💕