I don't deserve to live ~ Depressed Bakugou

~Happy Endings?~

Nobodies POV

Katsuki Bakugou, Number One Hero, found dead.

"The Number One Hero, aged 22, has been found dead in a cemetery. His body was found hung by a tree in front of a grave with the marking, Izuku Midoriya. On the same grave a bouquet of blood red roses and a note that had been written by the famous hero were rested on the grave."

𝙷𝚎𝚢 𝙳𝚎𝚔𝚞,
𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎. 𝙱𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚞𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚘, 𝚒𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢. 𝚆𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚍𝚞𝚕𝚕. 𝙸 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝. 𝙰𝚗𝚍...𝚒𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚗𝚞𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚘 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚗𝚞𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎, 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚜 𝚖𝚎. 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸'𝚖 𝚠𝚎𝚊𝚔, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎. 𝙿𝚞𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚊 𝚏𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜, 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚗𝚞𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚘, 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚞𝚕𝚝. 𝙸 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚊 𝚏𝚞𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚒𝚝. 𝙰 𝚏𝚞𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎. 𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢. 𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐. 𝙸'𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗, 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞.

𝚂𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎,
𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚘𝚢𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍, 𝙺𝚊𝚝𝚜𝚞𝚔𝚒 𝙱𝚊𝚔𝚞𝚐𝚘𝚞 (𝙺𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗)

"After reading this note, it is clear that this is a suicide note. Katsuki Bakugou suffered from severe depression, he had for most of his life since he was 16. It really kicked in when his boyfriend, Izuku Midoriya, had died from a shot to the heart. As expressed in the note, he clearly wasn't happy at all. Not with being the number one hero, not with anything. 'Though It was his dream since he was four,' his mother said, 'he didn't seem happy about it, and now I guess I know why.' His mother made no further comment. Katsuki ranked number one at the age of 22, a milestone which has never been accomplished so early in his hero career. In his honour, the government have decided to make a day for him. After discussing it with his family and people whom were very close to him, they decided on March the 3rd. When asked, the family said 'It was the day when Katsuki and his lover got together, when Katsuki found the love of his life. We figured he would want to share a day in his honour with the person who he loved most.' Now, every year on March the 3rd, we celebrate one of the world's best heroes. Katsuki Bakugou."

Bakugou POV (before his death)
I finish scribbling up my letter to Deku, I thrust the pen into my pocket and I neatly fold up the piece of loose leaf paper, which was now a precious note, and carefully place it on his grave with the bouquet of roses I had picked out for him. Tears fall onto Deku's grave, and the movie cliche of the lover suddenly coming back to life didn't happen. I was still without him. I tie the rope into a noose and throw it around a tree close to Deku's grave, I let the noose fall around my neck and I tighten it to fit closely around the diameter of my neck. I let the wind throw my body of the branch I was standing on, and I speak my final sentence.
"I love everyone, with all my heart."
And with that darkness clouded my vision as I took my final breath.

And with that I was free.

Not everyone gets happy endings yet some do, it just so happens that mine was not a happy ending.

Message from Author:
Hello everyone, thanks for reading. This is the end of my book. I hope you all enjoyed reading it as much as I did writing it! Sadly, their ending was not happy but I'm sure the two are reuinited. Love beats all negativity.
Anyway, I want to thank you all for reading.