I don't deserve to live ~ Depressed Bakugou

~Sleep talking?~

Deku POV
I think Kacchan thinks I'm mad at him. I'm not, I swear on my life, I'm not! Kacchan just talked in his sleep, I wouldn't be mad at him for something like that! He can't control what he says in his sleep, so I have no reason to be mad. I can tell why Kacchan thinks I'm mad at him, I think I've been acting awkward with him. I don't know, it just feels awkward given what he had said in his sleep.
And being honest I-
Bakugou POV
I wake up in the morning, and all throughout when I'm getting changed I rack my brain on what I could have done to make Deku want to break up with me. Though he hasn't said that, he's been acting like it. He's at least furious at me! I walk into the lounge, given it's the weekend everyone is downstairs talking. Dunce face is sitting on the couch, and Iida is lecturing him on the importance of getting changed in the morning.
"Kaminari, it is very important for you to change in the morning. If you do not do so you have the mentality of being lazy throughout the day please go and change immediately- are you even listening?" He abruptly stops his sentence and glares at Dunce Face munching away on his cereal contently.
"Did you say something Iida?" Dunce face asks while looking up and Iida, his mouth full of cereal
"Denki Kaminari! It is very ill-mannered to speak with your mouth full of food! You need to show manners or it will be very poor for your future image as a hero!" Iida lectures him, while doing his classic hand motion.
"Are you fingers glued together or something? Stop doing that people are gonna think that you were so dumb to get your fingers stuck together!" I scoff, half joking
Iida puts his hands down, then into the pocket of his hoodie to stop it from further happening without him realising it.
"It's okay Iida, don't listen to him." Deku says as he walks into the room
I turn around to see Deku, he doesn't look mad. But he definitely is. Why else would he be avoiding conversation? Deku plops down into the spot next to me, and then rests his head on my lap.
"As for you," Deku directs at me, "don't be so mean."
He leans up and kisses my lips quickly and lies back down.
Shitty hair roars with laughter along with Dunce Face, Raccoon eyes, and Tape bitch.
"Oh my gosh, look at your face." Raccoon eyes gasps though laughter
"Oh my gosh he's a tomato." Tape bitch laughs
I cover my face with my hands to try and cover my blush. I feel my face and how hot it is and I can tell how red it actually is. Deku gets off my lap and says while we're getting up.
"We're gonna go, now."
We're? Oh no
He's going to break up with me, I just know it. He wants to do it in private. But if that's the case, why did he kiss me? My chances might be 0%, but they could be maybe 1%? We walk into my room and we sit on my bed, Deku's face Might just be redder then mine.
"Uh Deku?" I ask, breaking the silence, "Why exactly have you been avoiding conversation with me?"
Deku sighs, "I knew you would ask me this. You sleeper talked and you said- uhm something- and I just felt it was a bit awkward." He replies, before adding, "Not you're fault though!"
I start thinking, what did I say...? Then it hits me.
"I'm so sorry Deku! Holt shit!" I apologise as I remember what I had said.
"No Kacchan, being honest I-" he paused, trying to find the right words to say, the silence was killing me
"You what?" I ask, my voice probably shaking
"I- I wouldn't mind doing what you said in your sleep." He nervously laughs
WHAT?!
Deku POV
It was so difficult to get the words out, we're never done any passionate kissing. Just tender, soft kisses. Just kisses where you just linger on each other's lips. I might have just made things really awkward between us but I just wanted to say that...he probably thinks I'm weird now. But I guess I am, it's kind of our of the blue for me to say something like that. I laugh, again, nervously. Before I go to get up, knowing I made things incredibly awkward between us. Before I know what's happening I'm pulled back onto the bed and Kacchan is on top of me, blush is dusted in his cheeks in a great amount. Kacchan presses his lips against mine, and he shoves his tongue into my mouth. I make a squeak of surprise as his tongue softly and carefully makes it's way around my mouth. For a couple minutes, I don't know what to do, and Kacchan is making out with me one sidedly. But eventually our tongues meet and swirl around each other. I make small moans as the kiss gets more passionate. The more passionate the kiss gets, the louder my moans get. When we break apart, we're gasping for air and a strand of saliva connects us to teach other. I blush and cover my face with my hands, still gasping for air. Kacchan kisses me again this time more passionate than the first, which I didn't even know was possible. You can only guess what happens next.
Kaminari POV
After being lectured by Iida for what seems like hours, I eventually give in and walk back to my room. While walking past Bakugou's room I swear I can hear something. Moaning? Oh Bakugou must be watching [ADULT CONTENT LOL]. I mean, Midoriya did lay down on his lap. Any man with common sense would get hard when their significant other would do something like that. I then hear something I will never unhear. It was Midoriya, and he was moaning Bakugou's name. I, being the actual idiot and snoop that I am, press my ear against the door. Once I have heard enough, almost burning my ear off in the process from the amount of unholy I have heard, I speed walk away as fast as I can without running just in case Iida pops around the corner telling me not to run.
"Heh, someone's gonna have a fun night" I laugh quietly to myself as I speedily walk away
~1094 words~

Sorry that I bleeped some things out, I feel uncomfortable writing some words lmao. I'm an idiot I know, I just don't feel comfortable writing those things. I also cut off the part where Deku and Bakugou did...that.....because I don't feel comfortable writing about that. Maybe one day I might be comfortable writing those types of things, but just not now 😂😅
Anyway, I hope you enjoyed my chapter.