You Need Me

Fine!

The rain thunders against the window to my bedroom and I huff. It's been another week since both Jordan and Kyle said that I look like shit and I still haven't plucked up enough courage to go over to Trent and tell him that I need him and only him. He hasn't texted me or even called me for three days straight which I am taking it as a sign that he has moved on or given up.

Talking of that, my phone pings and I grab it from the top of my bedside table.

Jordan- when are you gonna tell him, he is beginning to get really pissy and irritating?!

Me- I can't, not today

Jordan- just do it please! Or I will force you Natalie! People like Trent won't stay single for long so now is your chance!

Me- fine, yous at training?

Jordan- yes see you very soon!!!

I huff and rub my eyes. "Come on, Nat, you need to have a shower and go and get your man." I try to hype myself up and force myself from the cosiness and warmth of my duvet and bed.

Next thing you know I am trying to start my car but it won't start.

"Fuck!" I yell and slam my fists against the wheel.

I don't bother checking the engine, no, I decide to run through the heavy rain that thunders down. My already soaked trainers splash down the path as I pace through the atrocious, typical English weather.

Blond strands of my hair sticks to my freezing cold face from the water and my jeans are drenched through uncomfortably grasping at my thighs. The huge Liverpool stadium comes into view and I run faster as I begin to gently shiver in the nipping cold.

I make it to the car park which is smothered in many puddles then I am in the reception trying to catch my breath from running for like fifteen minutes. "Excuse me, are you okay?" The lady at reception questions and looks at me worriedly.

I stick my thumbs at her. "Fine." I gasp and stand up straight finally almost catching my breath completely.

"You are Mr Henderson's sister, aren't you?" The receptionist questions. She short, thick brown hair the sits just below her earlobes and her dark brown eyes have thick glasses placed over the top of them. The woman seems to be in her late forties early fifties and she has a warm, friendly presence about her.

"Yes, I am Natalie and I am here to see Jordan, am I allowed to see him or..."

"Of course you are, I can call him up here if you want?"

"No thank you, I will be able to find him." I smile sweetly at her and she nods her head politely back. I bid my goodbyes to the sweet, kind receptionist before stepping into the corridors leading to the training academy.

I trudge past the under eighteens changing rooms and I listen to the squelching sound that my trainers are making due to the fact that they are full of water.

"Little Henderson?" A call from behind me makes me jump and I am greeted with Virgil Van Dijk.

"Virgil." I nod and smile widely.

"What are you doing here? And why are you so soaked, I thought that you drive for a living?" The Liverpool defender towers over me and shakes his head at my shivering figure.

"I have to speak to Trent."

"What Arnold?" Virgil makes sure that he hears me correctly.

"Yeah, that's the one." I nod my head slowly and look behind me looking for any sign of another friendly face.

"Okay, follow me," Virgil beckons me to follow him and I do. He leads me down many different corridors and he opens the double doors to the inside football pitch. "He's in here, most of the other team are in there as well though, including that brother of yours. Come on, I'll go in with ya."

He enters the area before me when I step in shouts and yells greet my ears as they are playing mini games of football with each other. "God sake!" An irritated voice echoes across the inside area and I see that it is Trent. He has his arms folded across his broad chest and is biting at his lip, from his body language I can tell that he is upset and somewhat annoyed with something.

"Nat? Why're you in that state?" Jordan frowns down at me as he comes over and I go a bit pink in the cheeks.

"Never you mind, I am here like you asked ain't I, so don't complain about what I look like." I defend myself.

"Then get your arse over there and confess to the man of your dreams, even if it is my best mate." He gives me a nudge forwards and I bite my lip; my feet slowly shuffling me closer and closer to the boy who has his back to me.

My heart is thumping in my chest and my palms have already broken out in a sweat despite how cold the rain has made me.

Hesitation hits me for a split second before I tap Trent's shoulder with my finger and cough to clear my throat. He slowly turns around and when his big brown eyes meet mine my heart immediately throbs with how much I miss him and how gorgeous he is.

Guilt immediately rushes through me as I notice the faint bags under his eyes and his skin is paler than usual due to lack of sleep. All I want to happen is for him to put his arms around me and never let me go.

Then I do it. I wrap my arms around his waist and bury my head into his chest. The tension is high between us at first but after a couple of seconds I feel his strong arms wrap around me tightly. "I'm sorry," I croak trying to bite back the 'happy sad' tears that are threatening to spill. I look up at him through vision blurred by the watery substance that coats my eyes. "I just couldn't bare the fact that my brother didn't approve and I hate it when me and him fall out and I believed him when he said that I ain't ready for another relationship after Adam. But I am. Fuck, I am, Trent. Yes, I have only known you properly for what three months but shit I feel like I have known you forever. Like I have loved you forever. I love you Trent Alexander-Arnold and nothing, I repeat, nothing will ever take that away from me. I totally understand if you no longer feel the same and that you probably hate me after what bitchy thing that I did to you..."

"Nat, shut the fuck up." He presses his plump lips gently on mine and I return the kiss almost immediately and without hesitation.

When we pull apart I hug him tighter and really embrace this moment. "Does this mean that me and you are back on?" I stare up at him with my blue eyes reflecting hope and love.

"For definite." He pulls me into another long gentle kiss that is full of compassion and longing.

Happiness and love is all I feel.

I am back with the boy that I love and I could not be more happy about it.

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Daisy xxx