Not My Congressman (ManxMan)

Chapter 23

"I want you to teach me how to be gay." Wyatt whispered into Finn's hair, placing a soft kiss on his raven black locks as Finn craned his neck to glance backwards towards him.

"I mean... I'm fine with that..." Finn smirked, getting up off of Wyatt's lap and pulling off the oversized t-shirt he had on; rendering him in only his briefs.

He climbed back into Wyatt's lap, straddling him and rocking his hips teasingly as he pulled Wyatt's t-shirt off; leaving him in nothing but his sexy Calvin Klein boxers. Finn bit his bottom lip as he ran his hands up Wyatt's perfectly ripped muscular abs and chest; giggling like a shy schoolgirl as Wyatt crashed his lips onto his. He tugged on a handful of Wyatt's blond hair as the taller man's hands ran up and down Finn's perfect slender body. Wyatt felt his head clouding with lust as he flipped Finn over onto the couch; pinning him down and deepening the kiss as he gyrated against Finn's body.

"Fuck, Finn.' Wyatt suddenly broke off the kiss, staring down at the beautiful boy underneath him as the cloud of lust that darkened his eyes gently dissipated. "We can't, Snowflake..."

"Of course we can..." Finn said with labored breaths, kissing his way up Wyatt's torso until he got up to his lips.

"Just a few more weeks, baby. Once the doctor gives you the green-light for sex." Wyatt remained adamant.

"I want you." Finn pouted, gently tugging at the waistline of Wyatt's boxers suggestively.

"I want you too, Snowflake. So fucking bad. But I also don't want to rush into anything. Heart surgery is a big deal. Just... Come here." He pulled a still playfully angry Finn into his lap, gently kissing him on the cheek as they both stared at the TV watching whatever was coming on. "What I meant by 'teach me how to be gay' is to teach me about what it's like being gay."

"You like other guys... And... Yeah, that pretty much sums it up." Finn muttered bitterly, his saltiness slowly melting away as he glanced up at the smile on Wyatt's face. To think he was so wrong about Wyatt; he misunderstood him and even resented him, but now he couldn't possibly feel more ridiculous at how he judged the man whose warm embrace he sat comfortably engulfed in.

"I mean like what's it like being gay. Like the culture, dating..." Wyatt chuckled, clarifying his original question.

"Why, you thinking about dating around." Finn playfully spanked Wyatt's cheek before cuddling back into his chest.

"You know what I mean." Wyatt shook his head with a smile. "I never experienced it. I don't really plan on it; but you have and I'm curious to learn."

"Well... It's a lot..." Finn started with a huff. "There's a lot of hooking up. I mean I was emotionally unavailable as it is, but the gay community by and large is very hookup oriented. Obviously not everyone is like that, but for the majority I'd say, the way our relationships develop differs fundamentally from the cishets. I've literally had sex with multiple guys without even knowing their names, forget actual proper dates."

"So that's Grindr culture?" Wyatt scoffed with a playful eyeball, as the smaller boy nodded with a sigh. "I got a lot of messages on there. Honestly it was kind of unsettling..."

"Yeah. Grindr is a lot..." Finn admitted. "There's a lot of objectification. Especially when you're a toned, shaved, slender, pretty, white twink like me. Not to sound too full of myself." Finn shook his head in disapproval, his bright green eyes distant in deep thought.

"You're my beautiful Snowflake." Wyatt nuzzled the nape of his neck lovingly. "Why wouldn't everyone want you..."

"It's not that, Wyatt it's just..." Finn shifted off of his lap as he sat across from him on the couch with his legs folded. "Gay dating is actually super toxic. There's a lot of racism, misogyny, body shaming, agism."