Dear diary

New normal

It had been a week since I was here, what a pure waste of time.

I haven't found anything yet...

What am I even looking for?

Something is going for sure... like 3 days ago when mom was wearing her favourite dress, her occasion dress for no reason and then just told us she is leaving because she has work.

But no one wears a red short dress to work? And what work? Well she is a doctor... but I don't think you can wear stuff to clinics.

The patients could get...

Oh gosh Brooke what are you saying.

Utter nonsense I tell you

But I'm not the one who's crazy

Oh sure honey whatever gets you through the day

Urgh what? You are talking ALOT these days.

Well not my fault your subconscious is a blabber mouth too

That's all on you, okay?

Brooke, you do know you're a crazy psychopath right?

Uh.. wha- what? Shut up okay! Maybe a little crazy but

That's what I was going for. Glad we agree on something.

Urgh.

Anyway where was I?

Oh yeah or the incident that happened last night it was too much... I was going for a late night run and I heard whispers.... again...

So me being me, I went closer and eavesdropped.

And heard the worst thing possible.

I am mad! I'm mad alright? I am furious!! And other synonyms of the word angry.

Vexed, annoyed, exasperated.

Okay! Chill I get it! You know I'm bad in synonyms.

Just synonyms honey? You sure.

Ohh shush!

Yeah so I am all those words because when I was listening to their conversation... it was incredibly uncomfortable and what not?

They were having all these weird... urgh.

They said I love you! To... each other! I think...

It was confusing... let me describe it properly.

Last night it was about 9 pm we were already done with dinner and I wanted to go for a run and only being a 17 year old I had to ask my mom first...

So when I did, I heard some weird things...

My mom kept saying ' I know this is hard but we can make this work. I love you, I always have and I love our beautiful daughters and I'm sorry.'

See? Weird.

First I thought she was talking to dad on the phone coz she said ' our daughters' so I wouldn't make sense if she said that to Todd...right?

So just to avoid any confusion I kept listening...

And then Todd came into the picture... he replied to her saying ' yes of course I am sorry too can we make it work? I have missed you.'

Now this mister? He crossed a line alright?!