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Goodbye

*Tissue warning!*
Season 3 finale Nygmobblepot fic!!!

Trigger Warning: emotional trauma, mentioned self harm, suicide attempt, sad AF Nygmobblepot season 3 finale.

(Grab the fucking Puffs, gothamites!)

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"Any last words?" Ed says coldly, pointing the gun at Oswald.

"I'm fine for now..."

"If you have something to say...NOW IS THE TIME!"

Oswald glares at him, silent.

"Well maybe there is something..."

"Say it..." Ed growls.

"Before you kill me...kiss me goodbye?"

"What!? Are you serious? I'd rather shoot myself..."

"I've never been kissed before and I intend to experience it before I die! You LOSER!"

"Shut up!"

"YOU CAN'T DO IT, CAN YOU? YOU NERVOUS JITTERY LOSER! YOU WIMP! YOU'RE A FAILURE! YOU CAN'T EVEN GRANT A DYING MAN'S FINAL WISH! IT'S JUST A--"

"FINE!!!" Ed roars, grabbing Oswalds collar and smashing his lips against his. Oswald gasped in shock and surprise, completely unprepared for the situation.

Oswald runs his hands through Eds hair, against his cheek, down his sides, bringing them closer together. Ed moaned softly into the kiss, just a soft breath against Oswalds lips. Oswald could barely process it all. All at once his deepest desires and most longed-for fantasies were coming to fruition.

But all too soon Ed pulled away, panting breathlessly.

"There...now step back. I'm going to kill you now..." Ed growled, still gripping Oswalds collar.

"Okay..." Oswald responded feebly.

Oswald stepped out of Ed's warm embrace, and all at once all his emotions were screaming bloody murder.

For a split second he saw the hesitation in Edwards eyes. If he drops the gun, Oswald will forgive him. If he doesn't shoot, Oswald will take him back as his friend, maybe even something more.

He swears on his parents graves he'll forgive him. This could be their chance at happiness, twisted as it may be.

"Oswald...I'm gonna shoot...I'm gonna..." Ed says haltingly, emotions haywire.

Why did he kiss him? Why?! The man killed Isabella!

"I'm going to kill you...for killing Isabelle...I loved her Oswald...you killed her..."

"You don't even realize it, do you?"

"What?"

"You said Isabelle, Ed."

Fuck...

"Isabella... I said Isabella!" Ed insists, shaking violently.

"You were going to kill her anyway. I saved you from that. I saved you from murdering someone else you loved. But you did it anyway. Only difference is...I'm still alive."

Ed feels the tears pooling in his eyes. He repeats a mantra of Don't cry don't cry don't cry in his head. A single solitary tear rolls down his cheek and a barely audible sob escapes his lips.

"Oswald...why don't you just kill me, Oswald?"

"What?"

"I ruined your life...I destroyed you...you had everything, and now you have nothing and it's all because of me! You almost died for me, and what did I do? I shot you and left you for dead...I don't deserve...to live...while you suffer... just kill me Oswald...then we'll be even..."

"Ed..." Oswald says roughly, struggling to hold the tears at bay.

"If I wanted you dead you'd have died when we escaped from the Court of owls. I would've killed you in the alley. Instead we went our separate ways, and now here we are. You feel guilty, and I just want you to drop the gun. I'll spare your life and forgive you for everything you did if you just drop the gun, Ed... please... I can't kill you... I'm incapable of hurting you. I can't lose somebody else I love. I just can't. So drop the gun, Edward..."

Ed lets out a little sob, shaking violently as he tries to hold the louder sobs at bay.

"I'm sorry, Oswald...but I promised her I'd get revenge...I swore on Isabellas grave I'd... I'd...kill you...for what you did..." Ed says quietly, sobbing. "Why did you make me kiss you?! Now all these fucking emotions are bubbling up and I CAN'T CONTROL THEM!" Ed screams. Tears and snot stream violently down his beautiful face.

"Ed..." Oswald croaks, letting a few tears slip.

"Don't start with the fucking tears! I loved you, okay?! I didn't realize it till I killed you! And then...I missed you so much I...I took drugs just to see you! But the you I saw pointed out my mistakes and tortured me to the point of cutting myself and wanting to die! You sang to me once, and I...I still think about it. You sang wake up alone, and...you were trying to seduce me, I guess... I'm sorry, Oswald, I'm so sorry..." Ed breaks down, sobbing incoherently.

Ed falls to his knees sobbing loudly. Oswald didn't know what to do. He just stood there in shock for a moment before slowly kneeling in front of Edward.

"Ed...it's okay...I'm here...I forgave you before anything happened...I was just...scared that you would...try to kill me again... I'm sorry..."

"Just...take me...home...I'm so tired, Oswald...I haven't slept more than 3 hours in the 3 months since I tried to kill you the first time..." Ed hiccups, trembling. Oswald wraps his arms around Ed as Ed sobs softly.

Oswald reaches up and wipes away the tears, his heart wrenching at the sight of Ed being so broken...

"Let's go home..."

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Just then, Freeze and Ivy walk up only to find Ed and Oswald kneeling on the docks, hugging.

"Looks like they're all good..." Ivy says quietly, brow furrowed.

"I don't know...Ed could be tricking him..."

"You're jealous..." Ivy says quietly, smiling and chuckling.

"Shut up..." Freeze says quietly.

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~~THE END~~
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Yo! Sorry if it's weird!

I have a Babitha oneshot and a Batcat oneshot I'm terrified to post. The Babitha one is graphic smut and the Batcat has suggestive content but no smut, it's about
18yearold!Bruce and 18yearold!Selina celebrating Brucie's 18th birthday by having some "grown-up fun" I'm scared AF to post them OMG!!!
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