better off without you

9

he throws a t shirt and sweatpants at me
"the sweatpants are the size of me" i laugh and he joins
"well if you would grow" he says making me laugh more
"funny funny now get out i need to change"
"oh come on i've seen you naked" he whines
"well if i don't remember it i don't think it counts"

"oh i remember it went a little something like  'ouh owen, fuck that feels so good' "he fake moans
my jaw drops and i go over to cover his mouth with my hand
"will you shut up" j whisper yell
he smirks
"i'm going to kill you" i tell him
"you're feet tall"
"i'm five one thanks though...not my fault your six feet tall"
"six foot two" he corrects me
i roll my eyes and walk back to the bed

"are you leaving or not" i ask indicating i still need to get changed
"i'll turn around"
"fair enough"
"so tell me, what is there to say about me with my sister"
i start getting dressed
"you don't need to worry about it"
"i'm just a little curious"
"i know but that's why i'm not telling you"

"can i turn around yet"
"go for it"
he turns around and small laugh escapes his mouth as he sees me drowning in his clothes
"ok i don't want to hear it"
"whatever you say"
he leaves the room
"where are you going"
"to ask sara about girl talk"

i follow after him and into sara's room
"what do you want" she says to owen
"what did you two talk about downstairs"
i shake my head no
"i'm being told not to tell sorry"
owen looks at me and i stop shaking my head

"pretend alana isn't here what did you talk about" he says
i shrug my shoulders and nod my head saying it was ok if she told him
"ok..we talked about you being an asshole"
i hold in my laughter
"and" he asks knowing there was more
"can i tell him or?" she asks

"i don't care" i say sitting down next to sara on her bed
"all i really said was you've changed"
"no i haven't" he quickly says
sara and i look at eachother and laugh
"and why haven't you had any other girls over than alana...i swear there was a new one every week before the two of you met"
"i don't have time for girls now... i have school"

"whatever you say... i'm going to bed so can you guys like get out" she asks
"night sar" i say leaving her room
"a new girl every week huh?" i ask laughing
"shes exaggerating"
"i bet" i say in a sarcastic tone

"are you gonna drink or no?" he asks as we enter his room
"i don't know"
"why"
"tomorrow's sunday and i don't want a hangover the day before school"
"boring"

i look at your phone and sigh

the ladies🤍💅🏼

emily
alana where
did you go

madi
we were all
supposed to
sleep at my
house tonight

emily
alana!!

madi
maybe she blacked
out?

emily
no she wouldn't

madi
well where is she

emily
last i saw her
she was talking
to shane on the couch

madi
they didn't hu right?

emily
definitely not
they're too close

madi
well then idk

emily
maybe she just
went home

"what?" owen asks after i sigh
"i was supposed to sleep at emily's tonight after you dropped me off at home"
"just tell them you're here" he says
"no, i would never hear the end of it "
"so what they're not gonna care that much"
"have you met them?"
"ok they can just be worried about you all night"
"i hate when your right"