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21..let go...

Simon Anthony Mondragon💘

Fuck!!..Fuck!!...Fuck!!...
Halos i-untog ko na ang aking ulo sa sobrang frustration.
I want her..

Para akong asong ulol sa kakatingin sa kaniya sa malayo.
Kahit malapit na siya parang ang layo layo pa rin namin sa isa't isa..

Gusto ko siyang abutin..
Gusto ko siyang yakapin..
Pero tanging asawa lang niya ang pwedeng gumawa noon.

Nasa terrace siya at umiinom.
Hindi din makatulog kagaya ko.
Palagi akong nandito,nag aabang..
Ngayon ko lamang siya nasilayan ulit..

Nakita niya akong lumabas nang kotse.
Nanatili siya at alam kong nakatingin din sa akin.

Aalis na sana siya ngunit lumapit ang lalaki.
Maya maya niyakap siya at hinalikan.

Kitang kita ko kung paano siya kinarga nang lalaki..
Mas lalo akong nanlumo nang inihiga siya doon..

They are fucking each other.
Damn it!!
I don't want to see what's next,so I left.

Pagkatapos kung umalis,dumaan ako sa isang club at uminom.
Gustuhin ko man nang babae,wala din naman yatang panama pagdating sa kaniya.

Pagkagaling sa club ay dumiretso na ako sa bahay ni Andrei.
Kahit galit sa akin ang lalaking iyon,hindi naman ako matiis.
Doon na rin ako nakatulog.

Paggising ko isang balita na naman ang mas lalong nagpaguho sa akin.
She's pregnant...Again..
Of course with her fucking husband!.

Andami kong planong gawin.
Andaming masasamang balak ang naglalaro sa isip ko.
Parang gusto ko siyang kidnapin..

Gusto ko ring ipa salvage ang asawa niya.
Pero alam kong mas magagalit at lalo lang madadagdagan kung anuman ang pagkamuhi niya sa akin.

I really want to see her right now.
I really want to talk to her,too.
Even hugged her..
Then kissed her..

Nasa labas ako nang gate nila ngayon nagmamasid.
There were a lot of people inside.
Being a wife of a powerful man makes her a well known woman.

I contact one of her bodyguard.
Na sa akin din nagtatrabaho.
Tinanong ko kung nasaan ngayon si Faith.
Sinabi niyang pumasok sa loob nang mansion.

Mabilis akong lumabas nang kotse.
At pumasok sa loob mismo nang kanilang teritoryo.
Hindi alintana ang panganib.

"Saang kwarto siya pumasok?.." tanong ko dito.

"Sa pinakahuling kwarto sir,doon siya madalas pumapasok.."sagot niya.

"Let me in.I want to talk to her.."utos ko sa kaniya.

Nagkaroon ako nang pagkakataong pumasok sa kwartong kinaroroonan niya.

"Matthew..."tawag niya sa akin.

She can't see me because the room was dark.
But I know where she is standing.
I hugged her tight..Shit!

May sinabi pa siya ngunit hindi ko na pinatapos.
I kissed her slowly.
Admiring the soft skin beneath the fabric she's wearing.

Her moans were like music to my ear.
The warmth of her body next to me is making me want her even more.
I kissed her breast and tease those tiny peaks in her mountains.

I scooped her up and put her to bed.
I removed all her clothes and worship her.
Her moans is getting wilder.
I can't stop my self from eating her out.

The taste is so sweet.
I didn't have time to taste her like this from the past years.
She's a drug I can't resist.
I taste her again and then she explode.

I fill her in with my size..
Fuck!!Muntikan na siyang sumigaw!..
For God sake!!
This is heaven!!

The love making is more than hotter when both wanted it.
Not the first time I took her virginity.
I thought something happened between them.

But Andrei stops himself before he gets into her.
I became her first..
But the way she calls me Matthew is pissing me off.

Halos mawarak ang kama dahil sa ginagawa ko sa kaniya.
She's enjoying it,I know..
And I will treasure every bit of this.

I am now letting her go.
Right after this,she can live peacefully.
I don't want to stressed her out,the baby might be affected.

Pagkatapos ko siyang paligayahin,I kissed her lips once more.
I put her to the bathtub para ayusin ang kama at hindi makita nang asawa niya.

But my phone rings,and that's the cue.
Time for me to move out.
After I talk to her,I left the necklace I wanted her to wear.

Nakalabas ako nang bahay nila at pumasok na sa aking sasakyan.
As much as I want to make love to her all night,I know I can't..

But what happened between us is more than enough for me.
I am willing to stay away from her.
And moved on,if I can..

Kinabukasan bumalik ako sa bahay ni Andrei,sinabi kong siya na muna ang bahalang mamahala nang aking negosyo.

"Why?..Are you still in your right mind?.." nagtatakang tanong pa ni Andrei sa akin.

"I'm willing to let her go,now.."iyon lang at tumayo na ako.

"Did you talk?.."tanong niya.

Napatango lamang ako.
Napangiti naman siya sa aking desisyon.
Sana nga tama ang gagawin ko..

O dapat pa bang ipaglaban ang aking nararamdaman sa kaniya...
Marahil alam ko nang sa huli ako pa rin ang talo..

"Good luck,then..Don't look for someone like Allisandra..She's one of a kind.Maybe the one that was meant for you,still awaits you in New York.."mahabang pahayag niya.

"Magmo move on ako,pero hindi maghahanap,loko!.."sagot ko at napakamot na lamang siya sa ulo.

"When did you talk?..Never siyang nagkwento.And when we talk about you,she is always freaking out.."kwento niya.

"Last night..We didn't talk actually..We make love.."sabi ko at umalis na sa harap niya.

"What!..What did you say?.."habol pa niya.

"I won't repeat myself..Bye for now.Kiss my nephew for me..See you when I see you!.."sigaw ko habang nasa loob na nang aking sasakyan.

Alam kong hindi siya makapaniwala.
Siguradong tatanungin niya si Allisandra.
Pero kung ano man ang magiging sagot niya.
Tatanggapin ko.

I will leave this place and moved on.
But it doesn't mean,I'll look for my other half.Because she will always remain here in my heart.

I love you so much,Allisandra...
Keep safe always..
Have a great life ahead..
Be happy and stay strong..

I'm planning to go to Portugal where my mom came from.
After checking my properties in New York doon na muna ako mamamalagi.

I just wish that no matter where I am right now.She won't forget me.
That there is Simon Anthony Mondragon who will love her until eternity..

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