chapter 18

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star gazing is my favorite activity, we went upstairs and sat on the swing which was recently fixed our terrace . 

"aiiii kitna thanda hai yaar " bb said as soon as he sat on metal swing which was really chilled and he jumped 

"kisne kha tha sirf trousers main rehne woh bhi itni sardi  main , ab thandi toh lagegi hi " i said laughing at hi childish gestures of jumping and all .

"ek minute ruko "saying this he sat on the swing for a while  , and then slid a bit and said 

"abhi idhar baitho" 

" kyun " it was wried 

"abhi thoda comfortabl ho gaya, garam ho gaya jahan mai baitha tha abhi idhar baithogi toh   kam thand lagegi  seat pe "

 he is so caring . these small gestures and actions say much much more than words we use to express our love . i always keep a blanket in the terrace room .

"yeh lo hai idhar hamesha hota  hai blanket " i said 

i bought one for him and wrapped it around him 

he said" baithonna "

gazing at stars all quiete it was 2  in the night he and i were relaxing swinging even not speaking to each other a single word 

then bb slid towards me   a  bit her wrapped a part of blanket round me, we both were in a blanket, swinging under moonlit sky, in mid december in delhi ,crazy

i wrapped arms round him he held my shoulder and said 

"stita main janta hun tum bahut dar gayi thi us time pe "

"hmmm"

"sabke samne normal and strong rehti ho  tum, even if you are afraid, kahan se hai yeh strength yaar,  agar teri jagah hota i wont be able to fight" saying this he hugged me tight 

i  looked at him and said 

"tum ho meri strength , i know mere saath tum hamesha ho , this feeling of having someone as a suport always , keeps me going . tum hamesha mere saath rahoge na ??"

he held my face and went near my ears and said 

 "in aankhon main dubna chahun agar"

"izazat dogi kya" 

"in bahon main dhalna chahu 

izazat dogi kya"

"is gardan pe pighalna chahun

 izazat dogi kya "

"tumhe hamesha ke liye apna banna chahu"

"izazat dogi kya "

this proximity is my weakness as  i know i am safe here and i dont need to fight with anyone and so i fall weak in his arms i know he is there  to support me

"izazat unhe di jati hai"

"jo gair hote hai" 

"jiske pas apna jigar ho "

"use meri jaan kehte hai  kehte hai"

"tum toh  sirf izazat maang rahe ho mujhse"

"jan bhi maang lete toh hum toh woh bhi dedete"

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