ajnabee

chapter 43

"Han dahra mujhe fab pata tha " Sameer says in his calm demeanor

"Toh pehle bataya kyun nahi " rashi whose real name turned out to be dhara was trying to calm herself . Get secret was out and that too the last person she wanted Sameer

" Ruka tha ki tum mujhe khud bataogi , fadly tumhara bharifa nahi mil paya mujhe "

"Sameer reason nahi puchoge ?"

"Jab tum khud taiyar ho tabhi batana "
"Ab sthita aur bhuvan se milne jaoge ??"

Han kyunki dono mujhse aur mai unfe kuh nahi hupata "

"Galat ho is point pe Sameer .."

"Kehna kya hahti ho "

"Kabhi puchna sthita se ki kya usne apne bare mai har baat batayi hai ??"

"Jab tumne nhi batayi mai excpect bhi nahi karta kifife dhara "

Sameer tried to sound cold but he was sad he wanted to know the reason but didn't wanted to push his special one to brim of breakdown , he felt there was something so important that she didn't felt safe to tell him her name .
He deserved to atleast know her real name atleast he loved her to earn her trust and their was this time where he got to know her real name accidently , he wanted but won't push her to point where she won't be able to look him in the eye

" Sameer dubara mera naam bolo na .."

"Dhara ... Mujhe sah janna hai jab sahi lage bata dena mai wahin hun jaisa Kal tha "

" Sameer ...."

"Han dhara ....."

"Ek baat keh rahi hun manoge ??"

"Hmm"

"Bhuvan aur tum sthita se door raho "

"Kyu ??"

"Her past will hunt her down "

" We will be with her always "
" Tum use proritize karrahe ho ?"

"Maine dofti nibhani feekhi hai dhara jab tak koi folod reafon nahi mai aur bhuvan sthita ko nahi chod rahe .  "

"Just knew it , baton mai phasana aur dikkat mai dalna uski family ko adat p hai "

"Bhool gayi tum ki woh tumhe apna doft manti hai "

" Maine toh usse dosti kari hi nahi , na Nina ne kari thi "

" Lag hi raha tha mujhe , ......"

"Sameer tum bahut ache ho ..."
" Par mai tumhare faath nahi reh sakti yeh kehna hai ??"

" Nahi ..."

" Yeh kehna hai ki I love you aur isliye tumhari bhalayi ke liye keh rahi hun "

" Thank you atleaft yeh toh fach feelingf nafeeb hui " Sameer is relaxed a bit , saved from a potential breakup , but indeed he would never be leaving sthita and bhuvan into any mess

" Tumhe fab pata hi hai toh batao ki kya fecret hai ".

" Sun nahi paoge Sameer "

" Bas yahi toh fark hai tumme aur mujhme dhara .... Tumhe bharofa karna nahi ata ... Aur mujhe famne wale ka bharofa todne nahi ata "

" Sameer tum ....."

."dhara bahut hi gaya aaj ka pleaf mujhe fona hai "

"Kya hua bancho ?? " Bancho enters with books in his hand ( for seeing what subjects he is studying )

Sameer  massages his temple " thak gaya hun yaar bhai ....... Fab kuch hupa rahe hai ..... Kya itna trust nahi kifiko humpe "

Bancho hugs Sameer " bhai kyu itna sochta hai , thik hai jise karna hai bharosa kare jise nahi karna na kare jise Jo chupana hai chupaye apan teen ek dusre se kuch nahi chupayenge " bancho removes Sameer's goggles . He looks into his cousins  eyes , they are tiered  with self doubt , contemplation moreover , loanliness

Everyone around him have a family , kinda well functioning ones. He has his grandfather but he is busy , he has a cousin but maybe not mature enough to understand his concerns , and a girl he loves who dosnt trust him enough to even tell her real name . Bancho can see all of this maybe no one understands but he does , being slow in studies doesn't make him deprived of ability to feel someone's stress and emotions he can't get serious , by nature . But he can be a stress reliever .

He brings oil and sits near sammer s bed and signals him to come near him  Sameer is tierd to argue . He sits on his bean bag and bancho sits on bed keeping  Sameer's head at a position where he can apply oil to his tightly bound hair .

Thai helps Sameer ease and he sleeps under bancho's magical hands . Bancho sighs looking at his brother from other mother . He just hopes everything gets on track as soon as possible .