chapter 34

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nina came and said "sthita chal lunch kar lete hai"

"tu ja mujhe nahi khana"

"sthita abhi jo hua class ke bahar tune dekha ??"

"maine dekha tujhe kya lagta hai maine nahi dkeha hoga abhi ja idhar se mera gussa terepe phootega nikal thoda time akela chod de"

"sthita yaar nahi khayegi tabiyat bigdegi "

"tu front bench pe shift ho teri jagah mera bag rakh diyo 10 min hai recess khatam hone mai mai aa jaungi class time tak"

then bb caame in the loanly class 

"tumhe kisne aane diya jao abhi ke abhi tumse koi batt nahi karni mujhe"

"suno na suno na" bb siad trying his musoc skills

"apna taanpura uthao aur jao kisi aur ko sunao, i love you ka jawab hug hone laga h,ai mujhe aaj pata chala kayio ke dil ki dhadkan ho na tum idhar kyu aye unka hi dil dhadkao "

"yaar sthita i love you "

"kayio ko kaha hoga unko hi kaho meri koi zarurat nahi JAO "

bb came in  and kept both his hands on the table i was sitting on i had my face towards the window he brought his face in front of mine 

"sthita sunogi baat kya hui hai??"

"maine dekha bhi  suna bhi and mere samne se apni shakl hatao mujhe gussa aa jayega "

saying this  i tried turning my face more away from him he yet again brought his face in front of mine

"kya dekha kya suna ?? batao mujhe" i closed my eyes to avoid letting him know that i had been crying for all the while 

"tumhe janna zaruri nahi hai" 

saying this i got off the table had trapped me in between table and and himself i slid down his arms and came out of the trap i once loved being in 

i went to the other window and looked out towards the loanely roads as loanely as i was feeling at that time

"kaise kahen kya hai sitam, sochte hai ab yeh hum ,koi kaise kahe woh hai ya nahi humare" bb started humming on of my fav 

"kaun mera mera kya tu lage" i said and looked to the wall 

"sthita yaar bharosa itne mai dagmaga gaya tera "

"HAN  sirf dagmagaya nahi tut gaya do cheez todi tumne mera bharosa and mujhe bhi "

"sthita sun na "

"mujhe kuch nahi sunna hai please jao"

bb said nothing and went away silently 

i gathered my broken self and washed my face wiped my face but seeing the hanky i had it was of bb many of our things were just exchanged without our noticed our hankerchiefes our pens our stationary items our books OUR HEARTS  but maybe it was time to return all things back 

my face was flushed but i entered the classroom where i first met him first sat with him now the class was getting a bit  a bit less known to me i went and sat at nina's place and took my chem book to avoid eyecontact with any one 

sameer was sitting just beside me he kept his hand on my shoulder 

"fthita tu thik hai ?"

"hmm "

he brought out tiffin from his bag and he had brought sandwich today 

"nahi khaya hai kuh kha le kifi ko pata nahi halega "

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