✅ Badass Brothers ✅

43

Cara

I am about to drop Mason off at the house and I'm super nervous

I'm not ready to see Jonah

but I know it's what's right

I get to the house and reluctantly get out of the car to get Mason

I take him out and knock on the door. I know it's my house but I don't want to walk in on Jonah with some girl

the door eventually opens and Jonahs at the door

"Daddy!" Mason says happily

"hi baby" Jonah grabs Mason from me and kisses all over his face

I have to admit it's super cute and makes me forget about everything for a minute

"I miss you much"

"I missed you too baby how have you been"

"good momma be crying though"

"mason!"

"what momma you be crying"

"that's my fault baby boy but don't worry okay"

"okay dada I go play" Mason walks away and it's just me

"thank you for bringing him home I've missed him"

"whatever. I'm leaving now you can bring him back to my moms tomorrow"

"what! you're not staying"

"no jonah we've discussed this"

"can you at least hug me please. we're still married you know"

"whatever" I roll my eyes and hug him

when I hug him he squeezes me very tight and I feel him cry into me

"are you crying," I ask

"yes, I missed you so much. i-i'm sorry about what I did I truly am. I love you so much and these past few months have been torture. I know you don't love me anymore bu-"

"I never said I don't love you anymore. Truth is I love you too much that I can't let myself let go of our relationship. I just can't let myself get hurt by people still. I stopped letting boys break me a long time ago" I say pulling away

"I know. I remember the night you found out Corbyn cheated and how hurt you were. I can only imagine how worse it is now. can you please just think about giving us a second chance? I know I probably shouldn't ask that but I need to."

"I want to but I don't know"

"Is there anything I can do to help you know how much I love and want and need you? or anything that will make you know that I completely regret what I did and wish it never happened? I need you to know how I want to fix this and I want you to know that we are still in love"

"kiss me" I whisper

"what"

"kiss me. it's the only way I'll know"

he grabs my face and we softly kiss

it feels so nice and I don't want it to stop

during our kiss, I still feel the same sparks as always and I feel as if everything is perfect.

I can't explain it but that kiss just helps me know that I need him

"Does that help?" he asks pulling away and I nod

his eyes open in shock and he grabs me

"will you please give me a second chance please please, please! i promise i will never do anything like that ever again. please"

"one chance and if you ruin it I promise we're done," I tell him sternly

"Okay! I promise you!" he squeezes me tighter and I smile

I can clearly see he's sorry and he feels bad... plus I really miss him

"Why are you still hugging me"

"If I let go, you can walk away from me and leave. I don't want to give you the chance to leave again.  I need you to stay forever"

"I won't leave I promise. what are you going to do about the other baby"

we sit on the couch and I sit on his lap

"about that... she um had a miscarriage this morning. we aren't having a baby anymore"

"oh, I'm so sorry Jonah."

"Why are you sorry?"

"cause that was your baby and you lost it"

"yeah I know but maybe it's for the better"

"huh"

"Because now I don't have any obligations to see her ever."

"but still-"

"do you want me to get her pregnant again?"

"NO!"

"exactly"