✅ Badass Brothers ✅

11

we're back home and Jordan is in the shower meaning i get some time alone to be happy

as i'm on my phone playing my favorite game my door opens

i'm on my side away from the door so i don't know who it is

"caleb?"

oh great my dad

i roll my eyes and continue to play the game

"caleb? can i talk to you"

"go away father"

"come on i want to talk"

"talk to Jordan you clearly like being with him more"

"you know that's not true" he sits on my bed and i turn around to face him

"what do you want. are you going to yell at me for 'ruining' dinner for what I said. even though right afterwards Jordan spilled water all over you and your food which you just laughed at."

"i'm not going to yell at you"

"whatever just leave the room"

"no i want to talk to you"

"sure i bet you were going to talk to Jordan but he wasn't in the room so you were forced to talk to the 'other one' which you clearly don't like"

"is that really how you feel. you feel that i don't like you?"

"no i know you don't like me"

"why do you feel like that"

"you never talk to me but you always talk to Jordan, you told me you were just going home when you were really going out to ice cream with Jordan, you never stick up for me when he's being mean, you never ask me how i am, you act like Jordan is the best kid on this planet and he can never do anything wrong, you just don't act like you're both of our dad's and it makes me sad. now that we're going to have another brother moms probably going to be the same way with that one and i'm all alone. when i tell you that people bully me you always say that it's not true. i'm just a person in your life that you have to take care of"

"i didn't know you felt that way but Caleb im sorry. it's just easier to talk to Jordan because i know how he feels cause i was like him when i was his age. and about earlier we really were just going to go home but then he asked if we could go to get the ice cream so i said yes."

"i just want you to love me the same way you love jordan"

"i do though"

"but you don't. i get it im not the mean, cold hearted, fuckboy son you want me to be. but i'm not a mean person and i never will be."

"i don't want you to be mean"

"well you love when jordan does it so clearly you do. can you just leave everything i say you just disagree with me"

"i'm not disagreeing i'm just explaining my side"

"whatever again just leave"

"do you really want me to"

"yes"

"fine but just know that i do love you and you may not believe me but i truly do"

"sure if you loved me you would show me"