~Sometimes It's Better To Let A Queen Rule The Kingdom~
Blair Montanelli has always had feelings for her best friend, she knew that much.
When Blair goes back to her home pack after five years as an undercover rogue.
She is not only shocked to find...
“You really took that roll in the mud idea to another level”, was the first thing Chrisshiano said and it broke me, “Barely an hour back and you’re already causing trouble”, he added.
For five years I kept it together all because I wanted to come running home to my best friend.
Fighting a war for our pack, a pack I’m supposed to be Luna to and he pronounced me dead to the pack and chose Jenna the she-bitch of all people as his Luna. They’ve been fucking this whole time!
He didn’t want me back, did he? He wishes I was dead instead, doesn’t he?
“Well it looks like if it was up to you I wouldn’t be back”, I bitterly said. “Jenna the she-bitch of all people, it had to be her hell I’d rather it be Becky but not her. Not after what she did to us, that she bitch”, I said.
He growled, “Don’t talk about her like that, she’s my mate!”
One word, breaking.
“Damn it Mars I’m you’re real mate you know that”, I said. “Why you acting like a possessive mate towards her, why you fucking her”, I asked.
“Because you weren’t here”, he said. “That’s a pathetic reason Mar you very well know what I’ve been doing the last five years. Fighting for a god damn pack you pronounced me dead to”, I said.
“I wish you were dead”, he said.
Breaking.
“I thought we were…” what friends? Of course you thought wrong we wouldn’t wish you were dead. “I thought you…” what loved me? He would have waited. “Don’t you…”what want me as a mate? He wouldn’t be protecting Jenna the she-bitch. “Why?” is all I could let out.
“Because all this time you were fucking a Rogue!” he said. Seriously. “I’m still a freaking virgin which is more than you could say, Rohan’s mark kept me alive but it’s you I was living for”, I admitted and he was still speechless. “Why Jenna after all she did to us”, I asked.
Before I left Chrisshiano and I barely fought. The only time we thought our friendship was done for was when Jenna pinned us against each other nearly tearing us apart. I guess after all this time she finally succeeded.
“Because I love her”, he said and I couldn’t trace the lie in his voice maybe because I was flooded and blinded by emotion. Maybe because I was tired or maybe because I was one thing and on thing only.
Broken.
“Chrisshiano Mars, you’ve broken me”, I said. “I, Blair Montanelli reject you, Alpha Chrisshiano Mars”, I said mainly because I didn’t want to feel the hurt anymore. I could never live with a one sided bond, no matter how much I loved this fool.
“I never thought I’d lose my mate and best friend all in one day”, he’s eyes snapped to me and said when he’d heard what I’d said. “Well neither did I, this is exactly why I didn’t tell you I love you back Mar, I knew you’d break us”, I said.
“I, Alpha Chrisshiano Mars accept your rejection, Blair Montanelli”, he said and I walked away from the person I’ve ever truly loved. With all my heart, with all me. Alpha Mars broke me and I walked away leaving behind my heart. It’s his. It’s always been his.
Author's Note
We all kind of saw that coming. My little Blair, so sad. What's gonna happen next?, you might ask. Well then vote, comment, predict and find out.
Read on! Things get way way waaaaay better.
Mmmbyyyeeees ~ Tisha💛
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