~Once A Rogue Always A Rogue~
Chapter Eight: Hers To Regret
My eyes were still heavy from sleeping in so much. It was an unexplainable type of euphoria I couldn’t explain but didn’t mind. I stayed still willing myself to go back to sleep.
“Is that her?”, I heard a voice say but I remind still trying to remember how I got into this position. If I was in the rogue lands I would have shot up immediately and pounced but this is my home. Plus Lycan would counter any move in case someone tried to hurt us.
After the 'talk' with Chrisshiano, I ran to my brother Orso's room, he went missing two years before I went to the rogue lands during a rogue attack so we all assumed his dead. No one comes to his room out of memory, its too haunting. But it's my safe place.
Orso was loved by everyone in the pack, he was the best pack warrior and an even better big brother.
“That’s her wolf alright, scary as hell I might add”, a voice I recognised as Lucreasia’s said and I couldn’t help but feel proud of my wolf. “I just knew she’d be in here”, the first voice I recognised as Becky said in a light thoughtful whispher so I instantly willed Lycan to let us shift back.
‘I don’t want to wake up for your sister let’s just keep sleeping’, Lycan said.
‘You can keep sleeping and moping around all you want I just need to talk to our sister whom I haven’t seen in five years, Remember and who you practically have never met’, I said to her.
‘I don’t want to meet her, her voice is pitch and she sounds like she talks a lot’, Lycan said and made herself even more comfy.
‘Lycan!’ I warned.
‘Garhhh why couldn’t I just get a lazy human instead, all I want to do is sleep’, she mumbled and let us shift back.
“Becky!” I squealed, jumping up and hugged my sister. “Here”, Lucreasia said handing me an oversized shirt. I slipped it on and went back to being excited.
“Why didn’t you call me the minute you came back, well I know you left before you had a phone and I was twelve, why were you sleeping in wolf form, is it because of the rogue lands I knew it that place would change, mum told me a bit but we still have a lot to talk about, why did you attack Chrisshiano, are you to okay it’s cause of Jenna, isn't it. I’m going to kill that She-bitch”, Becky said asking and answering all her questions and here I thought I mumble.
“Becky slow down, I’m here now”, I said and she squealed and hugged me saying, “I know I know I just missed you so much”. “Missed you to sis look how bug you’ve got”, I say till I notice a little pump. “Shit your pregnant. Its official where’s that mate of yours I’m going to kill him”, I said and she literally growled.
“Someone wants to take my cover on Mates Monthly, look at you being overprotective”, I said pitching her cheeks that were already a blushing mess. “Oof, Blair! You smell like rogue”, she said. “I know, I know, will everybody stop saying that”, I said.
“Well we’ll stop saying that once you do”, Lucreasia said. “Aren’t you supposed to be in a cell or something”, I said. “Oh someone’s gotten feisty, like I always say once a rogue always a rogue”, Lucreasia said and I growled at her.
“Seriously Lucreasia and that’s coming from you”, Becky said, Lucreasia just shrugged and plopped down onto the bed.
“Don’t mind her once you get to know her the more you like her. Lucreasia’s honestly like the sister I never ha-I should really not finish that sentence”, Becky said. “It’s okay it’s my fault I left”, I said.
If only I’d stayed, I would have watched my sister grow up, get through highschool, have her first shift, find her mate and fall in love. Held her hand when she found out she was pregnant.
I would have stayed with Chrisshiano. Found out I was his mate. Told him I’ve always loved him, become Luna even. My mate would be mine not falling in love and fucking Jenna the She-bitch. I’d probably be carrying his child by now. I’d have a mate, pack and family that loves me.
I can’t believe I gave all that up to play hero when no one even thinks of me like that.
“You had too leave Blair, you’re a hero”, Becky said pulling me closer for another hug. It helped but not as much as I needed it to. I missed Rohan why am I hugging my sister and yet thinking of him. No matter how much I regret leaving the pack. I don’t regret meeting him.
The hurt of Chrisshiano’s rejection is still fresh, Lycan feels it too, no wonder all she wants is to just sleep all day. we’re too strong to cry. But the pain, the hurt it’s all still there. I hate my life and I miss my best friends. I tried to push away the feeling but if I’m a hero then why do I feel like I’m the last person anyone wants to see.
Author's Note
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oads of emotions running in this chapter. Cry, cry, sob, sob. I know most rejections involve crying and wishing to be dead but Blair's different like that. Read on to see how strong she really is.
What did yah think of Becky and Orso, and Lucreasia. Once a rogue always a rogue. Oh and if you're wondering Blair and Lucreasia are both 21. I mentioned them being the same age hope you didn't get confused.
Aight see yahs in the next one, mmbyeees. ur favourite human creature admit or not ~ Tisha💛
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