Weak (skins uk)

7

"Where's cook?" I asked. Effy looked at me confused. "Cook?" "Yeah I was with him and.."I said before she cut me off. "No JJ brought you home he said you had took something so now you're here," effy said smiling at me. "Right I probably was just tripping then." I don't know but I was thinking about cook. I still hated him but I wasn't mad that he cared about my health. Effy handed me water and I sipped. "Jj wants you to meet him at the clinic later I have no idea why but he said he needs support," effy said as she got up to leave me room. I nodded and got out of bed. My head was banging so I went to take some Advil. Once I went back in my room to change I looked at my scars. Why was I doing this? it wasn't good but it helped in momments.

After I finished getting dressed i didn't have a sweater to put on today so I tried to hide my wrist untill I could steal JJ's. As I walked by the room I heard effy talking to someone on the phone I listened in.

"yeah you can come over nobody will be here," effy said. "Yeah sure whatever," she said as she hung up the phone. I quickly walked by before she realized I was listening. As I walked to the clinic I wondered who she might have been talking to. Maybe freddie? I stopped thinking about it before I got queasy.

I arrived at the clinic and saw Freddie and jj waiting for me outside. "Freds what are you doing here?" I asked in shocked. So if Freddie is gonna be with us then who's gonna be with effy? "Jj asked me to come for moral support too. Why?" "Oh I thought..never mind" I say as I walk into the clinic. "Can I wear one of you guys sweaters?" I asked folding my arms. "Sure you can have mine," Freddie said handing me his sweater I put it on and it smelled like him. I felt so comfortable in it but I didn't want to say that out loud. "Okay guys stay here I have to go in alone!"jj said as he went into a room. Me and Freddie sat in the waiting room. Freddie noticed I looked tense. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it which shocked me. I looked over at him almost about to cry, "Freddie why are you head fucking me?" His face changed. He was quiet and didn't know what to say. "You made me fall in love with you and now you're just leaving me dangling as you tell my sister you love her," I spat out. I covered my mouth because I didn't mean to say all of that out loud."Lana.." "..I'm- it's fine really," I say not wanting to speak any further. "You know what you're right." I looked up at him shocked, "what?"  Then He went in and kissed me without a warning. Our lips danced with each others and it felt perfect. I was confused what was happening but I was just happy he decided to kiss me. "Okay guys I'm fi.." I hear JJ say then I hear a thump on the floor and I just see jj has passed out. "Oh fuckery," I say. Freddie picks him up and takes him outside for fresh air. We all sit on the grass and JJ wakes up. "I just had he weirdest dream that you two were kissing," jj said as he chuckled. "Jj.. that's wasn't a dream," Freddie stated. I laughed and looked at the pills in his pocket, "Holly molly what did they give you?" "A punch of stuff," he said dumping tons of pull boxes on the grasses.  "I wish I was normal," jj said sighing. I hugged him, "You are normal to me." He smiled back and then turned to Freddie. "What would you do if you were 'normal' for a day?" "Id probably loose my virginity, several times then I'd drink a milkshake without going into shock, loose my virginity a few more times, ask you and cook to stop fighting over effy and then loose my virginity some more." After jj has said cook and Freddie were fighting over effy I got a bit shook. Freddie has noticed and gave me a smile. "Why don't you just ask for all that stuff?" I said. "I'm not sure actually." "We'll do it then," I said getting up and pulling him with me. "Start with the easy stuff since Freddie's right here," I say pointing to him. Freddie grabbed my arm telling me to stop and I yelped in pain. "Oh my god sorry, are you alright?" He asked looking at me holding my arm. "Yeah just sore from...work out and stuff." Freddie eyes me like he knew something else was going on but he let it go. "Freddie could you stop fighting with cook over effy?" Jj asked. Freddie grabbed my hand and said, "done!" I looked up at Freddie with my blue eyes trying to say I love you but It didn't come out. "Well that was easier than I expected," jj said. "Okay and I'm sure cook and effy are fucking right about now so we shouldn't worry about them yeah?" I say laughing. Freddie let's go of my hand, "what?" Oh fuck. "I just heard them on the phone and I thought it was you but you're here so who else would it be?" "Oh.." he said looking down. "Well we can skip that then. What's next?" I grabbed his hand and smiled again. I could tell he still wanted effy but I ignored it because I just wanted him right now no problems. "Also will you guys stop ruffling my hair." "Yeah sure J ," Freddie says and ruffles his hair again. "Freddie.." he looks at me and shrugs. "Well I think we're done," jj says. "That wasn't hard now was it?" I said hugging jj. "L do you wanna go back to my place?" Freddie asked. I smirks and nodded. "Oh no you two aren't gonna? Oh Monkey." Me and Freddie skip off to his house and we wave jj goodbye. I've finally been waiting for this for a good while. We started kissing as we went up the stairs and I could feel Karen looking at us. "Oh wow.." she said. We got to his bedroom and I had already thrown his shirt across the room. He took off all my clothes and was taking off his pants. The heat between us increased and he started kissing my neck leaving marks. He then put his dick inside me leading me to moan. he kept going in and out opening and closing my walls and releasing chemicals to my brain. I started to moan more grabbing on Freddie's back. "Freddie mmh," I groaned. Freddie started panting as well. His penis twitched he then moved from inside of me and we started kissing again. "That was so good Freds." "You were so good," he said back. He went down under the blankets to my pot of gold. I moaned and then heard the door opened and I jumped up. Effy was standing there just shocked. Good thing Freddie was under the blanket.