Save Me/ K. Takami (On Hiatus)

The Beginning Of Something New

Everything was dark. I was scared and alone. It was cold and everything felt empty around me. All I could see were my parents in front of me. The blood was pooling around me as I had to see their lifeless faces again. The gunshots were making my ears pound and I felt heavy, like I was bound to the floor. I was screaming and crying, but I felt that no one could hear me. It was like I was trapped in my head. I felt like I was falling into darkness, I just kept falling. The gunshots got louder as the feeling in my chest became too much. Why was this happening? I don't want to feel like this. I feel like my own thought are screaming at me. Even though I'm screaming, I can't hear anything expect those gunshots. I feel my body shaking, but I'm not cold. I can't see anything expect my parents and all their blood. I feel that my hands are chained, it feels so heavy.
I just want this all to stop. I can't take it anymore. It hurts so much.

What is this? I can see someone in front of me, but my vision is still dark and blurred. I can see is bright red. I try reaching out to it.
It feels so warm. The warmth spreads through my whole body. I grasped on to it, not wanting this feeling to end.
All of a sudden I'm completely engulfed in this feeling and warmth. I feel the world stop spinning. The gunshots are distant and I can't see my parents anymore. I feel light, the weight taken off of me.
I can smell vanilla. It completely fills my scent as I bury my head into the into the soft feeling.

I can finally hear my cries again. I cry more, thankful that I can finally breath again. I cry so much because I'm so relived that my world slowly stopped falling apart.

A sudden fear hit me. What if they leave? I was so scared I was going to be alone again.

"Don't leave." I managed to choke out. I held on tighter, scared of losing this feeling.

"I'm not going anywhere."

The voice sounded so clear. I cried even more as I felt my body being embraced.
The feeling of pain didn't leave, but knowing that someone was there made it bearable.

I felt safe.

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The sunlight shone through the window, lighting the room up. The light sounds of steady breathing filled the room. Hawks still sat on the floor next to Y/N. His right arm lay under his head as he slept, while his left hand held on to Y/N's right hand. Y/N had her head once again buried into his hair. Hawks was lightly drooling from his mouth as his wings twitched in his sleep.

Y/N began to stir in her sleep. The sound of light rustling waking her up. She opened her eyes to see a mess of blond hair in her face. The scent of vanilla filling her nose. She squinted her eyes, not understanding what she was seeing. She felt her hand being grasped in warmth. She laid there for a few more minutes, savoring this new feeling.

As her sleepiness slowly left her body, she started to become aware of her surroundings.

Her eyes became wide as she shot up from her spot on the bed. She stared as she saw Hawks asleep next to her, his head laying on her bed. He was drooling with his mouth slightly opened, as his wings were around him like a blanket.
Y/N felt her heart race as her face heated up. Her eyes darted around her room, not sure how she got here. She tried remembering what happened.
She then noticed how Hawks began to whine in his sleep. He had a pout with furrowed brows as he tried reaching out with his hand, trying to grasp at her again.

She pulled her hand away quickly. She had no idea what he was doing in her room, let alone sleeping so close to her. She cringed at the how comfortable she was with him.
She froze as she watched him wake up. He rubbed his eyes as he yawned. His wings stretched out almost at full length, bumping into the nightstand next to him.
She held her breath as she watched him look at her. He stared at her with half lidded eyes. He then threw his upper body on her bed, arms stretched out towards her.