Save Me/ K. Takami (On Hiatus)

Waiting

A/N Please read:

The next few chapters are going to take a turn. There will be torture, killing,  depression and a suicide attempt. If you are not comfortable with any of these subjects, please do NOT read.

I will make sure to put warnings in each chapter when there is a touchy topic.

If you are suffering from depression or any type of mental health issues please make sure you are getting help. Do not keep these things to yourself. Communication is the first step to getting better.

If you ever feel like you need to talk to someone, I am always here. Don't be afraid to ask for help from your family or others.

I hope you all are having an amazing day/night~

Stay safe<3

Warning: Torture

I was in a dark alley. A long path waited in front of me with a light at the end. Cold. That's all I felt as I stood there. I looked at the light, I could hear distant laughter. I slowly walk to it, I can see figures as I get closer. I walked a little faster, the feeling of warmth filling my body. I can start to see people at the end, they seemed to be having a party. I can hear their voices. I start to run, relief starting to fill my chest. As I got closer I was looking through a window. I put my hands on the warm glass as I look inside.

I saw myself, I was in a long red dress that was off the shoulders. My hair was done and I was wearing make up. Hawks was there too, I was talking to him. He was in a navy blue suit as he had his arm around my waist. We were alone in the room talking and drinking. I saw myself smile, I hadn't done that in so long. Then a door opened and two kids ran in the room. One was a boy around 15 and a little girl. They looked like a mix of me and Hawks. They all hugged each other as they laughed and joked around. Suddenly a dog ran through the door, followed by a grown up Mizuki and Akina. They smiled and waved as their friends followed behind them. They were all wearing fancy clothes and dresses. Two more people walk through the door. I feel the tears run down my face as I see them.

My parents walked in. They both had smiles, the ones they always had. They look exactly as I remember. Mom's eyes full of life and light. My dad's smile was the same as it had always been. I see them walk up to me. I gave them both a hug as they all sat down around the room. They talked and laughed, seeming to have the time of their lives. I looked so happy. I was smiling and laughing.

The cold air seemed to become stronger. I could see my breath as it fogged up the glass. I hear chains being dragged from behind me. Fear fills me as I slowly look back. I saw him. His eyes were red as he held chains in his hands. My eyes widened as I felt myself start to shake. I look back at the window and bang on the glass.

"Please, help me! He's coming, please." I yelled, but they didn't hear me. I hit the glass with all my strength, but not a crack showed. The chains sounded closer as the air was freezing. I cry as I desperately hit the glass.

They all looked at me. I see myself come to the window. She put her hand to the window where mine was. She smiled at me.

"This isn't your life."

What? Why is she saying that? It has to be my life, I can see myself there.

I feel being pulled backwards. I hit the cold floor. I wince as I open my eyes. I feel my clothes getting wet. I turn my head to the side.

Mom was next to me.
She was dead. Her empty eyes stared back at me as her blood covered her face. I cry as I struggle to stand up. When I do I start to run. I can't see anything, it's all dark. I keep running, my chest is burning.  I keep crying, I don't know what to do and I'm scared. I trip over something as I land on my stomach. I gasp as my breath is knocked out of me. I look in front of me as I try to stand back up.