Confidence

Chapter ten- the spill.

Confidence-Chapter ten
The spill

I woke up wrapped up in Josh's arms.
I grab my phone and check the time. 9:20 pm. I quickly shake Josh to wake him up.

"What?" He said rubbing his face.
"You need to take me home." I say.
"Okay." He said and stood up.

We quickly walk down to his car. I get in and he drives me home. We have school tomorrow so I was just going to go to sleep. He pulls up to my house.

I hug him and peck his lips.

"Bye." He said kissing me again.
"Bye." I say and get out of his car.

The boys were out of school for all of next week. So they were home when I got home.

I walk inside. I'm greeted by my brothers.
"Hey guys." I say.
"Hey..." Kaden said in a questioning voice.
"I'm just going to shower the go to sleep." I say.
"Okay." Kalin said.

I walk up to my room. Kaden ended up following me.

"Kayla?" Kaden said shutting my room door.
"Yeah." I say.
"How come you have sex hair?" He said.
"What!" I say.
"You heard me." He said.
"I don't!" I say.
"Okay." He said squinting his eyes.
"Kaden, I promise I didn't have sex with Josh." I say.
"Okay. I believe you." He said and walk out of my room.

I walk into my bathroom and shower. I get out and put on a croptop and shorts. I walk downstairs to tell the boys goodnight.

As I get down there Kian stopped me.

"What's this." He said grabbing at my hip.
"Kian." I say.
He pulled down my shorts a little. Just enough to see all of the cuts.
"You cut?" He whispered.
"Yeah." I say looking away from him.

A tear slipped down his face.
"Please don't tell." I say.
"Who all knows?" He asked.
"Only you and Josh." I say.
He walked away from me and I told the other two goodnight. They didn't notice anything.

I've got to tell them sometime. I just don't know when.

{2 months later}

It's been eight weeks since Kian and Josh found out. I'm going to tell Kalin and Kaden today after school. I also have to tell my dad. Josh said that he would come over while I told them.

Today is Monday so I've got to go to school. My brothers live at home now and just drive to their college every day. I like this much much better. I like getting to see them. It's also the last week of school until summer!

I shower and get dressed. I put on a Micky mouse sweater. It has like a whole bunch of them everywhere. I also but in black tights. My shirt didn't cover my butt, but I really don't care.

Josh picks me up at the house to take me to school. He does this everyday. I'm not complaining though. I like it when he picks me up.

"Hello beautiful." He says as I get into the car.
"Hi." I smile and kiss him.

We drive to school.

Last hour-

Right after last hour Liz meets me at my locker.
"Okay. Not trying to be weird but how do you wear leggings and I can't see your underwear line?" Lizzy asked.

"Um I don't wear underwear when I have tights on." I say.
"Oh. That's smart." She replied.
"Did I just hear you don't have panties on?" Josh say as he comes up behind me.

He puts his hands on my hips and kisses the back of my neck.

After I cringe at the word 'panties' I reply.
"Yes. You heard right. And don't call them that." I say.
"What am I supposed to call them." He asked.
"Underwear?" I say.
"Okay. I'll remember that." He said kissing my cheek.