Beg ✟ h.s. au (M)

s i x t e e n

"Everything in the world is about sex except sex. Sex is about power."

Harrys pov

Seeing her in the hallways at school was something. The urge to go over to her and kiss her was more prevalent than thought. Although we weren't a couple, we were something. She definitely held more than a few eventful moments with her, but something about us was so... Invigorating. She brought something inside me to life.

All my life I've been told to follow these rules live these people's lives through mine, and although I never realized it, it consumed me. It still does. My faith in God and my dedication to baseball haven't changed, but simply my outlook on it.

Stella coming into my life might just be a sign. Once I moved here and established a stable enough friend group (more or less people I can tolerate) I began to hear the gossip. The rumors and I had certainly heard of Stella's name more than once. Stories of her blowing off several guys at one party to her taking part in threesomes.

Now that I am involved with Stella it worries me. It worries me that I have such little experience and she has.. well, she's not new to this. It also worries me with her loyalty. She promised me that she would be faithful to me, but how am I to be sure? This has obviously been a part of her life for a while now, so why would it be so easy for her to somewhat commit to someone?

I wonder why she started becoming what she is now. What made her become this sex crazed girl?

These questions always raced through my head, but I wouldn't dare ask her. Knowing Stella she would 1) brush it off or 2) distract me by sucking me off.

In all honesty, I'm not sure how I feel about our relationship. It's invigorating, it's intense, and it's hot. But is it right? It's certainly not right for me to go against my religion, nor is it okay to be so uncertain of a title of us.

The only thing I've been certain of recently is that the one thing I can't seem to stray away from is her. Shes always there. In my thoughts. In my prayers. In my dreams. No matter how hard I try and try I might, she's always there.

I am startled out of my thoughts when the late bell rings to my next period class. I hit the locker next to mine out of frustration as I struggle to collect my belongings for math. The halls are now barren, all the students in their classes now, and seated in their proper class.

Just as I stuff the last book into my backpack, my locker is closed abruptly. I turn to the side, instantly worried a teacher is here to give me a detention for being tardy, or skipping class. Which would be the last thing I needed at the moment. Not to even mention what kind of punishment my coaches would find suitable for ditching.

But instead of a balding forty-year-old man at my locker, a young fit blonde stood there instead. Her hand placed on the now-closed locker.

Almost as if she didn't consume my thoughts anyways.

"Running late now, are we?" she said smirking as she now leaned against the locker.

I adjusted the strap of my backpack. "Just a little," I answer making her all my zippers are zipped and everything is in order for my class. "And as much as I'd love to stay and chat, I'd rather not get a detention. So if you wouldn't mind-"

I'm stopped when she places her lovely touch on my chest, her eyes staring into mine. Slowly turning to that of lust and mischief. "Calm down will you? Skipping one class won't kill you."

"That may not but my coaches will," I say with roll of my eyes. I don't want to leave her presence just yet, but the thought of skipping a class terrified me.

"Oh, would you shut up? Listen, there's something I wanna show you, but we have to go now." She said, trailing her touch away from me. The options stared contemplating, and even by now I'm already 10 minutes late to class. Would it hurt to skip class once?

"Suit yourself." She stated slipping away from me slowly, walking down the hall. I watched as she walked away, her hips moving in the most painful way.

"Stella, wait," I call out to her as I start taking steps towards her. She turns around and raises an eyebrow along with that notorious smirk.

I take a look behind me in the direction of my class, and then back at Stella. "What exactly did you want to show me?" I asked once before giving in.

"Follow me and you'll find out lover boy. You in?" She said extending her hand offering for me to take it. I looked back once more, and then back again at the gorgeous, captivating blonde with ocean blue eyes. I let out a breath in a defeated sigh.

I extend my arm and join our hands together. "I'm in."

What is she doing to me?

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