In The Maze ➸Newt x Reader

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Newt POV

"Yes." She whispered. I leaned in and kissed her soft lips through the holes in the door. She was bloody beautiful, talented and amazing.

And I was bloody klunk.

I didn't deserve her. I cheated. Even though she forgave me I still feel torn apart inside and I feel guilty. I hate this feeling. It. hurts. so. bad.

"Newt are you ok?" Y/N Askes.

"Yea. Just thinking." I flash a fake smile. I've been good at doing those the past few years. Ever scince ive came to this shuck place, I've hated it. Ive loathed it. My life was nothing until
Y/N came along. She cared for me. I was worth somthing to her...but I ruined it. I screwed up. Like always. Im worthless once again. I can't believe she actually forgave me and accepted being my girlfriend again.

"Y/N....why?" I asked whispering.

"What??"

"Why..why did you choose me? Im bloody worthless. I am terrable at my job. Im such a slinthead. Im the worst bloody shucking boyfriend in the world." I said and hung my head.

"Your asking me WHY? Newt your perfect. Your handsom, strong, adorable, funny and so much more. I love you. I know you feel guilty; but dont. Your not the worst boyfriend. You are a bloody prince compared to ME. I am the luckiest girl on the planet to be dating you. Dont you DARE say those things about you. They are not true." Y/N. Her eyes screamed scincerity. Luckily the holes in the door were big enough, so I grabbed the back of her head softly and pushed her face towards mine. I gave her the hardest, and most passionate kiss I could.

When I pulled away, we rested our forheads against eachothers.

"Thank you." I said.

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Y/N POV

"CHICKEN! TABLE? OH OH I GOT IT! A HORSE RIDING A UNICYCLE!" Chuck screamed. Everyone was blurting out random stuff. Currently, we were playing sherades and I was attemting to act.

"Ughhh I give up." Chris groaned. A bunch of 'ya' and 'uh huh's came from the gladers.

"HOW COULD YOU NOT TELL? IT WAS A GRIEVER!!" I screamed and ploppled myself next to Newt.

He didn't look up at me. Ever scince he asked me to be his girlfriend hes been really quiet. Durring dinner, games, and even the afternoon.

"Newt whats wrong?" I put my hand on his back and rubbed small circles.

He smiled facing me; but it didnt seem like a real one. His eyes showed sadness. Guilt. Anger.

"I'm fine. Just tired. In fact, I think I'm gonna call it a night." He yawned.

"Oh..ok." I sighed. He stood up from the log and walked to the homestead. I watched hin walk back.

I took notice in his walk....scince when did he walk with a limp? I think I noticed it a while ago but didn't pay attention to it. Mabey he just sprained it? He does work hard. Maybe...never mind.

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SorRY ITS RLY SHORT! Ik ik i didnt update yesterday :( Suwwy suwwy suwwy. Plez forgive me!

I watched tmr again today for like the 59000172810351 time lol.