∞Book of rAnTs∞

Rant 90

Those three words we never want to hear

No. It's not I love you. In fact, those are the words you never want to say, but you always want to hear

These words are what we always want to say, but we never want to here.

I'm sorry Makayla for making you hear these three awful words.

"Makayla!! Is the science test easy?"

"Yeah..."

"Hey... Are you okay?"

You were quiet. I was worried. I didn't know those three useless seeming words could make you hurt even more inside.

They can even be four letters. Watch.

R U OK

See? Even four letters can kill someone so much inside.

When I asked you if you were okay I didn't expect you to start crying.

Last time I saw you cry was in third grade when you told me why you felt like we were breaking up.

I know your strong and you keep everything bottled inside.

But when I said those awful, horrendous words...

Everything swarmed in your mind making you think harder and harder.

Then, you couldn't take it anymore.

Then I also did another stupid thing.

I hugged you.

That just gave the whole grade the idea that you were crying.

I'm sorry.

I don't know what's going on.

I want to help Makayla.

I really do.

I want to be someone you can lean on.

I know we had a break in fifth and sixth grade

But we made up in the beginning of Seventh grade.

In only one day

We had made up over our 2 year fight

But it's okay. It was elementary school.

Again, I'm sorry for asking you

What's wrong.

~sorry, Tomato