Dad...dy

Chapter 15

Saint returned to Bangkok without communicating with Zee. He hoped that Zee would contact him but to his despair Zee didn't come even call him on those two days. This confirmed his suspicion of Zee blaming him for that night. Little did he know....

On the other hand, though Zee didn't contact Saint personally, he kept a tab on saint's whereabouts with the help of Sai. Sai could feel something was off between them but didn't get any answer from either of them. Zee was also waiting for Saint to call him so that at least he can apologize, but the call never came. He buried himself in his works in order to reduce his guilt feeling but nothing worked out.
Another week passed and saint's classes already started. He thought he would forget about everything once he is busy but how wrong he was!! It's true that he didn't feel anything in the day time, rather didn't get any chance to feel anything... But when night falls and he returns to his room, he misses Zee badly and can't help crying blaming himself for his stupidity. Zon tried his best to cheer Saint up, but nothing worked. He was glad that at least he could persuade Saint to eat properly.

Zee hoped Saint would forgive him eventually but when he didn't call even after a week, the reality hit him hard. He started working till late night and drinking fiercely after his work. Everyday he returned home very late after being drunk. Most of the time Sai carried him. Sai was helpless to see Zee this much miserable. Zee didn't eat properly, sleep properly. All he just did was work and drink and repeat. He talked with Saint everyday but never once Saint asked about Zee. Every time after  Zee forced Sai to call Saint, Zee would have a complicated expression that Sai couldn't understand. So how much effort he gave ultimately he couldn't solve anything.

It was almost a routine for Saint to cry after talking to Sai. Zon didn't disturb him either. But he couldn't tolerate that day as Saint was almost breathless from crying and he looked like a zombie almost.
"Why don't you call him if you miss him so much??"
"I can't... I am not ready to face him"
"At least you can ask your uncle or your grandparents about him?"
Saint shook his head.
"If I ask my grandparents they would worry for sure"
"Your uncle??"
"Actually I'm afraid. What if he tells me that dad hates me now? Even worse what if he doesn't want me in his life anymore??"
"Hey it'll not happen. I'm sure your dad loves you. Nothing will change this."

Saint cried louder after listening this.
"Hey what happened now?"
"I know he loved me.. but I ruined everything with my own hands... I wish I never expressed my feelings... I would at least stay by his side as his son..."
"Hey.. it's all in the past.. don't think about it anymore."

Two months have already passed like that. They are both hurting but couldn't gather the courage to call the other. Zee realised his feelings for Saint wasn't as simple as of a father and son. Though he was feeling guilty and blaming himself, he can't forget the memories of that night which made him more ashamed for imagining Saint sexually. On top of that, he had to deal with the shameless Jane who pesters him everyday even after he rejected her so many times.

Zee prepared himself mentally and emotionally for the past two months to embrace the feelings he has for Saint. He thought he would confess to Saint and apologize to him for that night after Saint comes home in the vacation. It's better to explain everything clearly face to face than over the phone. After that he would obediently accept any kind of punishment from Saint as long as he forgives him. He was really eagerly waiting for Saint to come home. But all his hopes shattered and left him devastated when Saint told Sai he won't be returning home in the vacation.

Sai was getting really worried as he couldn't find Zee after his phone call with Saint. He knew Zee must be in a bar as he wasn't in his house. But he searched every bar without any result. Suddenly his phone rang and he saw it was Zee.

"Where are you, you idiot? Do you know I'm searching for you for two hours already??"
"Umm sir do you know the owner of this phone?"
"Yes.. he's my friend. May I know who's speaking?"
"I'm a passerby who found your friend here. He's completely drunk and crying."
"Can you give me the address?"
"Yes.. here it is- xxx road"
"Can you please wait with my friend till I arrive? It's ok if you have any urgent matter to handle"
"No it's fine... I'm waiting"
"Ok I'll be there in 10 minutes"

Sai quickly drove to the place the man said. It's good that he was spotted by someone nice. What if some bad people found him and do something bad?? That stupid Zee!!

"Thanks a lot sir for taking care of my friend.. here's my card... You can find me anytime if you need anything or encounter any problems"
"Thanks a lot for your offer but it's not necessary... I did this out of humanity... so no need to be so humble... I'll take my leave now... Take care of him"
"Yeah sure"

"Zee... hey..  can you stand up?? Let me take you home??"
Zee cried harder after hearing a familiar voice.
"Sai... He hates me right?? He hates me so much that he doesn't wanna come home... I'm a trash Sai... I should die"
"Hey buddy calm down... I don't know what happened but it isn't your fault... And Saint doesn't hate you.. calm down please"
"No you know nothing... He should hate me... I'm only worthy of his hatred..."
"Zee calm down and tell me what happened... Please... Wait let's go to your house first"

Zee was sober than before but didn't stop crying... Zee and Sai went to Zee's study and Zee decided to tell Sai everything. Sai's eyes widened after listening everything since saint's Birthday including his realisation of his feelings...

"Are you crazy? Why didn't you tell me anything??"
Zee hung his head feeling guilty.
"I'm sorry.. I thought I could handle this on my own"
"You both should discuss about everything face to face.... Or else let alone being lovers you won't be able to restore the relationship you already have..."
"I know... But what should I do?"
"Leave everything to me"

[So another person came to help ZeeSaint with their relationship... Will they be able to have an intimate relationship with the help of the friends of them?? Let's see how their relationship turns next
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