"I don't know???" He answered while in his deep thoughts.
He was with Jimmy in his home. They were sitting on the bed while Farhan drinking beer from the shiny heavy bottle.
"It's hell" he answered to horrify him.
"But why me!!! I am only a boy. Why is he interested in me" he answered curiously.
"Who knows but I warns you dont go for it" jimmy answered him.
"So you want me to suffer those in this world and wait until I am also killed cold blooded" he answered him as he drank a mouthful of beer.
"There must be a way. There is always a way"
Jimmy addressed him. He stood up in an instant and faced him while he was busy drinking beer.
"Why won't you choose her and grow old with her and have children happily".
"No I can't" he answered him but he was not looking at Jimmy.
"So she was just a playdate to you HAHHH!!!" He answered him to hurt his feeling as he was thinking that he was impressed by Di Vinci.
Farhan placed the bottle on the table and stood up. He walked towards the window as he stared outside the window towards the railway tracks.
"Cant you see how much I had hurt her and if I spent anymore time with her I am gonna hurt her even more. I love her but I cant" he confessed to him still looking outside.
They could hear the train engine hissing sound approaching nearer and nearer. He could heard it's bell that was warning people to get out of the way.
"She deserves a good person who will make her life a heaven not me!!! I am dragging her to hell".
"She will be in lot of pain" he acknowledged him.
"I know that!!! She will cry and will be hurt. It will be a hard time but she will go through it!! Trust me she will and then she will be happy and will forget me" he turned to him urging him that he was doing right for her.
"Will you be able to. I think she will try to find you whatever it takes" Jimmy inquired him anxiously
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"I am gonna tell her myself. I am not gonna disappear" he answered him.
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"Why not now" he mummered to himself as he stared him as he took his decision. He wore the coat and walked away.
He walked all the way to her home with thousands of thoughts his mind. His inner voice would force him to turn back but he wanted to do it for her sake.
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On Edge Of The Knife
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